+_[[. b3nndAnnx <3 b3nnzhu .]]_+

2007-11-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

bye people , wont be using this blog anymore because there's something wrong with it that make me cant change the skin and i gotta change blog . _l_ all my past beautiful memories are all here . haiis . . .

http://x-im-your-girl--x.blogspot.com/

2007-11-05T08:15:00.000+08:00

bye people ! i`m going off soon . if anything can still sms . will blog everything that happened for the past few days once i come back . [Dan Ying slowly wait bah . ] =D miss me people . [i bet you guys definately will] =x oh well , shall end here . &i`m so gonna miss dear♥ so much ! =( take care of yourself alright ! =D

dear♥ i love you and i wont dont want you one . so stop saying those things alright . =))

- 爱我别走♥ -

2007-10-31T15:47:00.000+08:00

i really do need your love

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MING MEI ! X33

i dont know what the shit has happened to me . once again , i skipped lessons even though i had already set my alarm clock but i would just turned it off and went back to sleep . was supposed to go back to school for lessons on Monday , Tuesday and Today but i went for none of them . patheticcccc . . . but anyway , i don't care . its already holiday . no point waking up early just for those lessons . i rather use the time to shit and make my toilet bowl full .

went to Kbox yesterday to celebrate my beloved Ming Mei's Birthday . =D before that , went to Bugis to shop around with xuanlove first and i fucking spent lots of money . shit ! i really spent money just like shitting those waste out okay . pra pra pra [shitting sound] lols . went to Ang Mo Kio after that to meet some people then mrt-ed to JE kbox . was at there HIGH-ing like never before . all of them were asking me to relax . but you think i`m really happy like how my appearance showed ? seriously , i don't feel happy at all . its just a strong front hiding a weak emotion deep down . after High-ing for quite long , kept quiet all the way and browse through my handphone . looking at some photos . while looking at those photos , realized that Dan Ying and Ming MEi began to keep quiet too . so not wanting to spoil their mood because of my damn emotions , i went High-ing again . =) sing sang sung ! snatched mike with Dan Ying . she wanna sing Jay Chou's song but i didn let her . then pushed her out of the room and locked her outside . *laughs* lalalas `~ =pPp oh ya , i love singing Tian Tian Ye Ye with Shi En ! damn nice okay ! hahahs .

while singing , Jes , Jian Jie , Dan Ying , Xuan and me went out of the room lying to Ming Mei that we going to the washroom but actually we went out to buy a birthday cake for her . =D went in with the lighted candle and i dunno if she's shocked ? *laughs* after that , the last piece of cake was smashed on her face . haha . continued singing till 7.00p.m & when the bill came , something funny happened . made us laughed like hell . lols . oh ya , the person forgotten to add the cake in . free cake . not bad . *laughs* after leaving the place , the rest of them bus-ed home while xuanlove and me mrt-ed to Sembawang to meet people then mrt-ed back to boon lay . tired . and thanks xuanlove for accompanying me there . =DD

bao bao xD

sisters PBT !

smoker . . . *laughs*

wanna smell my hair ?

&i wonder , do you still love me ?

when you'r gone ;; & i miss you like never before .

吻我吻我 ; 好吗 ?

she love me larr !

i love her too x33

compatible ? lastlong anyway =)

i love her . =D

in the dark . they can just do anything . haas .

sisters PBT !

Double J , Double Lynn ! =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! I LOVE YOU x33

Zi Xuan & Jeslynn

video later on or maybe tomorrow . something's wrong with youtube. it cant upload .

- 你为什么把我一个人丢在这里 ? -

我们之间到底发生了什么事 ? 你变了。真的变了。变到一个我根本都不认识的人。你对我的爱真的没了吗?为什么事情会变到这样?之前我们俩还好好的。告诉我你心里是怎么想的好吗?至少让我知道为什么你会变得这样。我真的好想你之前对我的爱和关心。宠我像个小孩是的。我好想念你的声音。你现在很少打电话给我了。为什么会这样?我真的不想再失去你了。因为我已经知道失去你的滋味了。我已经失去你两次了。我不想再有第三次。因为我知道失去你我会感到很痛苦和难过。我不想再经验这种过程了。因为我真的承受不了。我真的累了。好想这一睡永远就不用醒来。我不想再面对这些恐怖的事了。我真的真的很害怕。昨晚我又哭了。我告诉我自己不再为你而流泪。但是这些事真的是太痛苦到我无法把它藏在心里。我真的会失去你吗 ?

-yesterday you told me how is single like . and if its good . are you giving a hint to me that you wanted a break ? haiix . . . . -

2007-10-30T08:40:00.000+08:00

its 8.25a.m right now and i`m supposed to be in school by 9a.m but i`m still right here typing this load of craps . i don't want to go to school anymore though i`m already in my uniform , tied my hair and wore my socks . i`m tired . i dont have the mood . i . . . . . . oh well , i dont what the shit has happened . i hate feeling this way . i hate acting this way . i want that me to return . each and everyday , i`m worried that something might happen . do something to make me not feel this way alright ? because only you can . . .

i don't know what had happened . you've changed . did your feeling fade ? you dont show the love , care and concern to me like you always did anymore . pampered me with all this once again , will you ? i miss those sweet talks that you say to me everyday to make my day too . each and everyday when i woke up , the first thing that i thought to myself was " will he ask for a break today ? " i`m so afraid that it is , because you've changed . your feeling seems to fade . i hate feeling this way . i really don't want to lose you , because i really need you . everynight , tears came rolling down . i told myself never to cry for you again but still , i can't managed to do that because the pain , hurt and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside . . . you don't call me like you usually did anymore . even if you did , we only purely talked for 30 minutes or so ? and you said you`ll call back which usually you would no matter what . but right now you dont anymore . at night , you would always call me and always forbidded me to go to bed because you said you want me to accompany you , but you dont call me anymore . what happened ? why did all this shit had to happen ? did your feeling really fade ? did you fallen for another girl ? i want you back , can i ? i want the you that would forever be pampering me to be back . 3 more days to our 5th month , can we make it through ? i truly hope so . can we last ? i really hope we would . why did all this had to happene ? we were still fine on Friday . . . things then started to change the next day . just purely one day and things can be so worse already . i don't what happened . sigh . . . . for the past few days , things didn improve at all . why ? seriously , i want to know what you'r thinking . i really do love you , Neo Zhao Ming . . . . .

- 爱我别走♥ -
- 心中的永远 ;; 你 -

2007-10-28T13:12:00.001+08:00

25th October , Thursday

was supposed to meet dear♥ and xuanlove 12.30p.m at xuanlove's house downstair . but when i was about to step out of the house , i realized my key was lost and at that point of time , no one is at home . -.- damn pathetic alright `~ was so fed up till i almost cried . lols . ransacked the whole house but didn find till any spare keys . dear♥ & xuanlove then came to my house and sat outside . *laughs* but my service was also very good one alright . gave them laptop play and served them drinks . hahahas . After one hour or so , Dan Ying & Shi En came . damn Dan Ying then shouted my maid was home as she heard footsteps sound . so i was damn happy and quickly take a look . in the end , its my neighbour aka "siti" . HAHAHA ! kuku `~ waited and waited and finally my brother came home to save me . he said he pon lesson because of me but i think was because he wanna pon lesson that's why use me and say till so nice . *laughs*

went to Jp and bus-ed to fetch Zhi Meng ;; so dua pai . then bus-ed back to Jp and Mrt-ed to somerset . went to "buy" sushi and ate at mac before going to Cineleisure . played the what-so-ever game and i won dear♥ and Zhi Meng ! mai siao siao okay ! the second round , won them again . *laughs* After that , went out to accompany the Xiao Mei Mei Ng Dan Ying as she's in her uniform and can't come in . i`m good one okay . =x &she's so xiao mei mei . still buy watermelon lollipop to eat . hahas . finished playing , left and bus-ed back to Jp . &fcuk the thing that whereby you have to tap your Ez-link card and it will open . i tapped by card and when i`m about to go the thing closed . made me shout like one bloody fool like that . -.- dear♥ & Zhi Meng then send me home . =))

26th October , Friday

went back to school with dear♥ to take report slips . first thing when i stepped into class Miss Goh said " are you to the bus bbq later ? " told her yes and she said " okay . i wanna talk to you later on " -.- she then talked alot to the class before giving us our report slips . whole of 1 serve 6 managed to promote to 2 serve 6 . =) but , next year will be in the same class because of one goat . zZzzzZ . . . After all the talking and all , headed to Jp with dear♥ . went to Toy 'r' Us and was being bullied by him laa ! -.- left after that and went to my house the stairs there to sit . dear♥ damn big bully okay . went to hide my things . -.- dear♥ then left while i went home to bath and prepare . left home at around 4.00p.m and met Lee Ling at the bus-stop . waited for someone before headed into the school . Syabil and peeps were uberly hilarious . first thing they said when they saw the person was " wah . tom boy sia . like pontianak " LOL !

chatted with all of them while waiting for everybody to arrive . Darling then came and we had so much fun . was fun talking to Miss Wang . hahas . talked , joked , played with the class . went to pack up everything at about 8.30p.m and after that left to the bus-stop to give xuanlove the paper . bus-ed home with Vanessa after that .

English - 66 - B3
Higher Chinese - 71 - A2
MAthematics - 62 - B4
Science - 62 - B4
Geography - 87 - A1
History - 65 - B3
Literature - 75 - A1
D & T - 66 - B3
Home Econ - 77 - A1
Art - 59 - C5

Total : 690/1000
Percentage : 69%

lalalas `~ not bad , to me laa . i didn study much okay .

27th October , Saturday

went to Ang Mo Kio ;; grandparents' house then after that dad drove me to Amk mrt station . mrt-ed to Bugis to meet xuanlove . shopped around Bugis and we bought quite a number of things . the weather was super duper hot can . shitty ! After that , mrt-ed to Hougang to meet some people then after that mrt-ed to Orchard . went to Fareast and we again bought lots of things . really damn broke right now the both of us . =( After all the shopping , went to kfc to have our dinner before we mrt-ed back home . had so much fun with my love ! =DD on the way to Jp , saw a girl walking infront of me carrying a Brazil bag so i was thinking is that Jeslynn ? looked to the person beside her and it looked like Wei Jie . beside her was Dan Ying . so shouted her name but that girl was busy covering her ears and sort of dancing as one uncle was singing beside her . made me laughed like hell . Wei Jie then turned her head and saw me . walked to Jp with them and after that walked home with Wei Jie . =))

- 爱我别走♥ -
- i really don't know why am i having such feeling . i hope i`m just thinking too much and its not the truth . dreamt about something and when i woke up , there's tears in my eyes . i really hope you'r not doing this to me . i really hope that i`m just thinking too much . haiix . . . -

2007-10-24T02:22:00.000+08:00

9 more days to our 5th month . =)♥

its 2.22a.m right now and i`m still not in bed . just hung the phone with dear♥ and i miss him so much already . =( . oh well , just a short post . just to make myself superrr duperrr tired so that later when i lie on the bed , i`ll fall alseep immediately ! *laughs* didn attand school today and my teacher called my mum . telling her lots of craps about some stuffs which happened on last friday and also of my absentee for 2 days . dots . YAY ! no school for me on wednesday & Thursday ! =p [envy me people !] *laughs* i miss dear♥ i miss dear♥ i miss dear♥ i miss dear♥. i wanna see him right now ! i wanna see him right now ! i wanna see him right now ! i wanna see him right now !

i love Hello Kitty and right now i love Elmo too ! *laughs* oh , not forgetting , i love Bear too . right dear♥ ? hahas . i want lots of MONEY ! ! ! ! ! ! ! i wanna work ! i wanna earn MONEY ! xuanlove lets go work together at the where okay ? hahas . holiday coming we two go work together at the where . ^^ oh well , i know its ramdom . but pardon me , i`m kind of insane lately . that's what dear♥ said . oh well , i miss him very much . my (^(oo)^) .

KAPO ! MY FAVOURITE ! I WANT ALL OF THEM ! $13 each .

ELMO ! I WANT TOOO ! ! ! $18 !

bought this white Elmo bag . cute & nice right ? *laughs*

shall end here , damn tired right now . off to sleep . goodnight people . =D &i love and miss dear♥ very much ! =p

- 爱我别走♥ -

2007-10-22T18:36:00.000+08:00

didn attand school today . same goes to dear♥ . =)) woke up at 6.00p.m this morning and was damn tired so told my mum i didn wanna go to school and she asked why . told her school was boring and there's nothing to do . was expecting mum to scold me but to my surprised , she didn ! moreover she still got up from her bed and asked me to sleep on her bed . *laughs* i love mummy =DD could'nt get back to sleep so went to use the laptop . chatted with dear♥ & KUKU MALAN UNCLE ZHI MENG ! haha ! he's damn TIKO & funny ! still test me 10 questions about dear♥ . *laughs* After that , dear♥ went to oink ; sleep . he's (^(oo)^) oink oink ! =D after watching the drama 10 brothers , went to sleep . was expecting myself to sleep for the whole day but i didn . slept for 3 hours only . *clap clap* BIG improvement okay ! dear♥ now more oink then me . really is (^(oo)^) . *laughs*

bored . . . not attanding school tomorrow . Duck's not attanding & so is dear♥ . *laughs* i want my holiday ! faster come ! i want MONEY ! if only i`m born in a rich family . =( oh well , gotta know some of my results already . not the overall though . quite disappointed in some subject as i did study for them but end up getting some kuku marks . =(

English Paper 2 :
Section A : 27/40
Section B : 26.5/40
Total : 53.5/80
[not bad . quite satisfied . *laughs*]

Literature :
Section A : 22/25
Section B : 20/25
Total : 42/50
: 84/100
[First in class . HAPPY ! =D shocked okay ! didn study at all]

Science :
Practical : 8/10
Section A : 21/40
Section B : 20/50
Total : 58/100
[KIMAK BODOH ! so low ! hope overall be B4 . i dont want any C . ]

Maths :
Section A : 20/50
Section B : 30/50
Total : 50/100
[KUKU ! should get higher one alright . just because paper 1 i didn do working kuku teacher minus 1 mark for each question . STUPID !]

Higher Mother Tongue:
Paper 1 -
Composition : 36/50
Letter Writing : 17/20
Paper 2 : 38/70
Total[overall] : 70/100
[ SATISFIED xD ]

gotten back History and Art paper today but didn get to see the paper as i`m not there . so only know the marks .

History - 38/60
Art - 52/100

FCUK can ! i`m not happy with my art results at all . i fucking did all 5 sketches and i colour but why i still get such low marks ! i think i deseverd a HIGHER marks alright ! FCUK that MOTHER DOG JANE TAN ! didn draw 2 more toys only need to give me such low marks ? IDIOT ! go die ! waste my time in doing this sketches . stupid . KIMAK BODOH ! go fuck spider man ! _l_ NOT HAPPY AT ALL ! ROARRR !!!

oh well , shall end here . i miss dear♥ alot ! my oink oink (^(oo)^) ! ♥

- i love you (^(oo)^) ♥ -

- 爱我别走 ♥ -

2007-10-20T12:24:00.000+08:00

WHY ?! I HATE IT !

i really don't know what you'r thinking i really had enough . just what you want seriously ? i already am trying my best to change for the better and treat you the best i can but why is it that i dont see any changes in you at all ? you think i feel good when you kept insisting that i like him or other guys ? seriously , i dont feel good at all . you know i love you . but why are you kept doing this again and again ? you asked if i want to go out with you and i said anything . then you said if dont want then nevermind . what is this ? seriously , i don't know what you'r thinking . it really hurts to see you doing this to me each and everytime . i really cant tolerate any longer . i really don't want to lose you . i already lose you twice and i dont want any thrice . the feeling of losing someone you love seriously hurts alot and i dont want to have this feeling linger on me anymore . but please , what do you want from me ? i already done my best to treat you well . i know it still not the best but i`m trying . please , think about my feelings at times too . i know , you hate seeing me going out with him , and some other guys but they are just my friends right ? and whenever i`m out with them , its not like as thought its only the both of us . we went out as a group . and i seriously kept my distance from the guys . i know you'r jealous but dont you think you'r way too over ? you went out with your female friends too but did i say anything ? NO ! did i say that you like her ? NO ! what's more when you'r out with them you'r the only guy ! i do feel jealous but i trust you . can you just trust me ? sigh . . .

2007-10-18T15:27:00.000+08:00

13th October , Saturday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEBASTIAN !

dont worry , a promise is a promise . wont bomb you . tell me the date and time . ^^

14th October , Sunday

forgotten what happened . . . .

15th October , Monday

went out with xuanlove ! walked around Jurong Point and *bought lots of things ! woo lala `~ xD almost got caught but luckily we reacted in time . hahas . slacked at my house downstairs and vandelised the tables . ^^ photos other time . they are all in my cousin's computer . went to Jp to have our dinner at Long John and after that , went home at around 7.00p.m . ^^

got BOMB by lan jiao wei lang AGAIN ! nevermind , to you someone is more important . i shall repect your decision ! provoke me and i shall make you pay back double the price ! right now you have been getting lots of scolding and cursing by people whom you thought you were close to uh ? *laughs* let me tell you , all this things happened is because of YOU ! no one else . don't act till as though you'r not in the wrong can ? only know how to peng wei ! tmd . please lah hor , ask yourself lah how many times you bomb me and xuan already ? ccb ! not i xiao qi lah hors . i have my limits one alright . dont fucking take them for granted . nevermind lar , now you have your someone mah . but please open your eyes big lah . dont say i not good never tell you . some people whom you think is close to you turn out to backstab you . think i`m ka lan jiao wei -ing ? then so be it . believe me or not , your choice . just wanna tell you don't trust people easily . whatever , lalalas `~ _l_

16th October , Tuesday

had Art exam . kuku `~ did wrongly . was supposed to draw 3 toys but i drew 1 only . *laughs* no choice , i lost the examination script . nevermind , just hope i can pass . ^^ After the paper , waited for dear then headed home to take my files because i only brought 2 files to school whereby i was supposed to bring all my subject files . *laughs* whateverr . went home to take those damn files and went to my house donwstairs to slack . &i love dear so much . =D the face wrap thing was funny . hahas . too bad , dear delected already . he wanted to take mine but lalala , i didn let him to . xD slept on dear's lap for awhile while he played my handphone game . after that , when he lost , he woke me up . hahahas . went back to school at 2.00p.m and fuck that principle ! asked us to go back to school at 2.00p.m just to write our name and class on a paper and put our things on our table and off we go . how shit can this be ? zZzzZzz . . .

went home with dear after that and he's so damn cute ! right dear ? O X Y 5 & walked to Boon Lay there for 3 consecutive days . hahahas . lalalas `~ i love dear so much . he's so good to accompany me back home to take my files and then to school and then send me back home again . =D <3``>

17th October , Wednesday

no school . went out with Darling , AiAi , Vanessa , Jia Wei & Chester . went to Vivo first and all of us had lots of fun uh ? *laughs* was pushed into the Male's toilet by Jia Wei and the worse thing was there's a bangala inside ! really made all of us laughed ! hahas . headed to Bugis after that . went to look for my bag but to no avail . *sadden* saw Er Sao & Claudia there . and i saw ADRIANO ! [er sao dont jealous . =p !] walked around Bugis and after that headed to Junction 8 . then after that , back to Boon Lay . hahahas `~ tired . but fun ! =DD &my toes almost got ripped off by the escalator ! damn pain bodoh ! =( stupid escalator . made my toes bleed and its so painful . =( oh well , shan't say so much . i shall let the photos do the talking . ^^

this is what i call Lan Jiao Bin ! hahahahs .

dear this is for you . hahahas .

look at the lan jiao bin . hahahas .

DARLING ! CHIO !

=))

18th October , Thursday

was talking on the phone with dear yesterday night till i fell asleep ! hahas . woke up in the middle of the night and i was thinking did i say bye bye to dear on the phone just now or did i just fell asleep while talking to him . so think and think and finally i realized i didn say byebye to him and fell asleep . *laughs* sorry dear . ^^

xuan love dyed her hair already . na bei ! never wait for me . *laughs* and she dyed her hair blacker and its hairy and curly like bangala ! hahahhahas . =p i want blonde & red !!!!!! must faster go *buy !!!!!!! lalalas `~ blehx ! oh well , no school today and i`m gonna stay at home today ! see whether going out with love not , if not stay at home and save money ! hahas . whateverr . korkor said he miss me . *laughs* anyhow only `~ =p kuku , my 3rd ear hole on my right ear closed and i have to use my ear stick which doesn have a sharp point to poke through it . damn painful and my ear bleed so much . whateverr , more piercings right love ? =D

hahahas ! ignore my pimple cream . =p

- life is like a pen , not a pencil . you can cross out your past but you can never erase it -

2007-10-11T20:06:00.000+08:00

taken by xuanlove . boy.friend & mine . sexy legs *LOL*

3 more papers to go and i can skip school all i want already ! xD had Science paper early in the morning . damn sucks can `~ difficult like hell . despite me studying so hard the night before , i still cant do lots of questions . pathetic `~ Home-Econ paper was worse . didn study at all thus , the paper was tough to me but easy for Darling and peeps as they did study . =( was damn tried so didn bother to do the Home-Econ paper and went to sleep . =/ the indian teacher that invigilate our class really made me wanna slap her can . damn crazy . one minute she's laughing and joking with us and the very next minute , she's angry and started scolding us . worse still was she scolded me without and reason . and not only once , but twice ! damn siao char bor can `~ made me so fed up . dumb `~ _l_

After school , xuanlove came to find boy.friend and me . i simply love her , my entertainer !` went to look for one ah neh and boy.friend damn BIG bullier . people so young only yet boy.friend say him till he almost cried . *laughs* walked around and went to the stairs to slack & xuanlove & boy.friend smoked . i`m good girl luh . i don't smoke . ^^ After that , boarded the bus . in the bus , was laughing non-stop because my entertainer was damn hilarious . she was telling us about something suddenly she said got people farted . made boy.friend & me laughed like mad . After that , boy.friend alighted . xuanlove & me then took bus back to her house there as i left my file at the bus-stop . HAHAHA ! so funny . i only realized i lost my file after 1 hour plus had gone past . luckily no one dump my file into the bin . ^^ went to Centrel Kfc to have our lunch and after that bus-ed to Boon Lay and Mrt-ed to Bukit Batok . in the train , something super duper hilarious thing happened ! as xuanlove wanted to shoot the receipt on the floor , she accidentally shoot too hard and it flew and stucked on one indian women's hair ! HAHAHHAHAS ! really made me laughed like siao can `~ kept laughing throughout the whole journey in the train . *laughs*

reached Bukit Batok , went to the block and slacked at the 26th floor ! damn nice the scenery there . can easily jump down to commit suicide . hahas . talked , laughed , joked with xuanlove till damn long . then went to vandalise the walls . *laughs* After that , both of us then bus-ed back to Boon Lay at around 5.00p.m . ^^

boy.friend made lost my Literature book and i don't have anything to study right now . *laughs* oh well , shall go and study my Maths . &I LOVE TERENCE KOR KOR ALOT ALOT ! XD boy.friend don't jealous , he's just my friend . =)

wa lao . my house just blacked out . =.=

- i love boy.friend very much . =D -

2007-10-10T19:30:00.000+08:00

Maths paper 1 screwed . History screwed . Jolynn's screwed . the end `~

i can't wait for exams to be over because i cant wait for my holiday to come . i can already predict what results i`ll receive back and thus , i wont feel sad . neither will i be disappointed . as long as i dont fail any subjects and manage to promote to Sec 2 Serve 6 , i`m already contented . =) come on , set goals that is realistic and not those dumb ones like i wanna get all A1 which like cant be achieve at all unless you'r super duper genius . the bigger your hope is , the greater your disappointment is . Hope for the best & prepare for the worse . so just hope for things that can be easily be achieve ! =) [fine , i don't know what the hell i`m typing]

15 marks already gone for MAths paper 1 . History i think i`m gonna get a b4 . those 4-6 marks questions i only wrote 1 to 2 sentence . &i was rushing through the paper because i wanted to sleep . *laughs* i only spent 35 minutes in doing the paper . didn have pencil to shade the answers on the OTAS . luckily Miss Goh lend me one if not i`m gonna get zero for my mcqs which i have got pretty much confident in . boy.friend got called up on stage to remove his ear studs . &he had so much difficulty in removing them . poor thing . bet he must be feeling super duper pain . waited for him after school and xuanlove came to find us . she's damn entertaining can `~ really made boy.friend and me laughed alot . and both of them were damn GOOD to bully me together . boy.friend made me knocked my head on the wall . -.- then both of them kept poking me . zZZzz . . . xuanlove was then at there self entertaining herself while we were waiting for the bus . in the bus was worse . she went totally insane . *laughs* boy.friend whispered to me that she's crazy then xuanlove then to knock his head . hahahas . &the shooting of pearl was hilarious . *laughs*

boy.friend was such a big bullier . he asked me to lend him my hand then he went saying something about what bird or something ? and later smacked my forehead . zZzzz . . . . boy.friend alighted first & before that as he's walking down the stairs , saw someone's girlfriend . then boy.friend was damn evil to said " BOMB " loudly . *laughs* someone's girlfriend then kept looking at me . think she recognised me and she kept staring . lol . most probably its because of something that had gotta do with her boyfriend and me . but come on , that's already the past right . ^^ &xuanlove was damn funny of her to curse the both of them to break . after boy.friend alighted , xuanlove & i started ki-siaoing . kept laughing like 2 siao char bors . both of us then alighted at Jurong East there near Mayfair and started walking around aimlessly . After that , both of us mrt-ed back to Boon Lay . see , Singapore is getting more and more boring . everywhere seems to be boring . kuku`~ & i love bao bei plenty plenty ! *laughs* bao bei you love me too one right ? hahahahahas .

no photos today . too bad . *laughs* i`m crazy . i`m insane . wahahahahahahas . -.- Science & Home-E-con paper tomorrow . wish me luck ! xD off to study . JOLYNN'S A GOOD GIRL ! & SHE'S ENGLISH EDUCATED ! bear that in mind . *laughs* &xuanlove said i changed already . i become more guai . i study for exams . hahahas !

I LOVE BOY.FRIEND & XUAN LOVE ! ! ! =DDDDDD

p.s: Dan Ying dont jealous . =)

- i love boy.friend manny manny . &i`m trying my best to change and treat you better ! give me time =D -

2007-10-09T20:28:00.000+08:00

i`m so so so so so screwed up . English paper 2 was damn tough alright . i cant even do the first question . so what to do ? left blank for that component . i don't if i should be crying or what but sometimes i just wonder why am i feeling sad and disappointed over my exams when i didn even bloody put in any effort ? i don't have the rights to do that . nevermind , i`ll just move on because what's done already done . it cannot be undone . just wish me luck people =)

Mother Tongue paper was even worse . first component was managable so was quite happy while doing it . but when it came to the second component , i almost killed myself . out of 10 questions , i knew none of them . skipped that part and proceeded to the other components . was tought but still , i managed to complete them . went back to the second component after doing everything and i read the whole passage over and over again hoping i might get a little understand on what the passage and the meaning of the word is all about but still , i didn . decided to leave blank for that part but i know i`ll be in deep trouble if i did that so i just wrote any numbers into the blank . =) how great of me . i`m just so screwed for this time . think its because i`m English Educated that's why i can't do chinese well . *LAUGHS* after the exam ended , accompanied boy.friend to pierce his ear on top . and the expression he gave after the person pierced his ear was so damn funny & cute . *laughs* i love boy.friend alot . =)

Darling was damn sad because she wrote extra words for the summary . she wrote 181 words whereby the maximum is 120 words . don't worry , i believe Miss Goh gonna be lenient ? =)) &Alfian was damn funny . early in the morning kept making me laugh while we were having silent reading . really is my entertainer . *laughs* after the English paper , first thing he said to me was " difficult right ? " hahas . oh well , hope the whole class will pass the paper except for some kuku heads , of cause . =) i`m evil . . . &Miss Goh kept talking & nagging while she was invigilating us and i actually thought of the answer for the question but because she kept talking and nagging , i forgotten all about it . =(

Maths paper 1 & History tomorrow . wish me luck people =D aiming either B3 or A2 for History . Maths , B3 or B4 would be contented already . =)

take good care alright . hope you'r alright . anything please consult the doctor . i seriously am heart pain for you . &i feel so much like crying =(

- memories consist of so many emotions ; yet they themselves cannot be feel -

2007-10-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

trust me , i wont let you down . neither will i hurt you again . i promise you . i`ll change just for you . =)

intended to skip school today but for the sake of EOY , i went to school . good girl lar . almost late for school today . damn ass . was on the way to the interchange when i realized i didn bring my E-z link card so went home to take . kns `~ also , forgotten to take money from my mum and i`m so pathetic to go to school with only 10 cent . i lost my money in school lar ! tmd ! nothing much to say about school . friends should know uh . especially duck . =) watched Narnia during EL period . didn pay attention to the screen . was busy blah blah blah . . . . After school , xuan love came to meet me . went to Jp and while we we on the bus , xuan love and i message Dan Ying and lie to her we reached Jp already . *laughs* waited for her then saw Jian Jia walking like one bai ka . so Dan Ying was laughing and i thought she was laughing because of the way Jian Jie walked . but when he came nearer , i noticed that Jian Jie's slipper spoiled . wa lao ! made me laugh till i wanna die uh . so we went to buy his slipper at watson .

met Jason & Jun Hao then we headed to LJS . ate halfway , Jian Jie showed me his slipper . it broke again . wa lao ! i almost spited my water onto his face can ! made me laughed till i really buay ta han . so Jolynn was damn kind of her to fix the slipper for him infront of many people . *laughs* saw Gladys and after that all of them went to arcade and poor Gladys & me had to stand outside . saw Eunice & she came to talk to me about something . cute lah she . *laughs* really got damn bored so sneaked into the arcade but in the end , got caught by the aunty and she chased me out . *laughs* went to *buy things after that and then slacked . group of girls walked past and kept diao us . nevermind ``~ when we were at the arcade outside , one girl and xuanlove diao at each other . made me laugh sia . lol . After that when we went to the escalator , met them again . as jason played his music loudly , that girl walked past with her friend and said " music on so loud " so i turned back and diao her and if i`m not wrong , she said " eh lun lai lah " lols . really make me laugh sia ! wanna play big ? xuanlove was damn buay song and ask her come only if she dare . *laughs* but nevermind nah , bunch of childish people step one only .

left at around 5.00p.m+ and reached home , BOMB ! sleep ! my eyes were damn pain from all those . . . . . . . English & Mother Tongue paper 2 tomorrow . i didn even study at all . =( i`m so dead . wish me luck alright people . to maintain in the Express stream or drop to the Normal Acadamic stream really all depends on me already . =)

&today all the way kept guai lan with Dan Ying . hahahas . who ask her that time make me angry ! i already very good liao loh ! hor ? && pictures tomorrow . i need to go and study abit already .

- thanks for being frank with me . =) -

2007-10-07T17:02:00.000+08:00

When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

- will you ever be back by my side ? -

2007-10-06T17:52:00.000+08:00

had English & Mothet Tongue paper 1 yesterday. damn sucks ! didn even study at all ! even if i study , those things that i studied cannot be applied to my paper ! kuku can `~ English paper 1 , spent 15 minutes only on report writing . was damn lazy to do composition after that . so started playing with my stationaries for about 10 minutes . *laughs* After that , forced myself to finish the whole paper . think i wrote out of point ? i wrote about sexual intercourse . hahahas `~ no choice , i`m too creative already . =DD spent only 45 minutes in both paper despite 10 minutes of it playing . went to sleep after that and the kuku teacher came to knock on my table asking if i finished my paper . zZzZzz . . . After that , Vanessa & i started talking . then she told me that the teacher farted when he walked past us just now . so i told her i didn even hear till one POOO sound . then she said " is not POOO . is POOLU ! " LOL ! piang . made me at there urm chio till i buay ta han so burst out laughing while we were still having exams . really is laugh si wo lor !

had 20 minutes of break after that , then went back for Mother Tongue paper . report writing was alright . After doing that , again was lazy to do composition . so slept for 20 minutes first . composition was damn sucks . all the topic i dont understand at all . choosed the last one and i wrote about someone . let me recall so much things ;; &i miss those times so much =( . didn have enough time to complete the whole paper . nevermind `~ what's done already done , cannot be undone . just wish me luck . =) After the paper , went to the courtyard . that kopitiam uncle so damn irritating . didn wanna let us go . so me and a few friends sneaked away . ^^

reached home , slept awhile before went to prepare to go town . went to pierce my ear ! took it out just now to put ear stick . so damn painful . =( gonna pierce another 2 more next week . xDD oh well , shall end here . really need to go study already . byeeee `~ ;)

- you've totally changed . =( -

2007-10-01T16:07:00.000+08:00

Dan Ying's msn nick was happy one month DD . so went to disturb her . . . .

+[___ łŷńň -: happy 4th month dear !
<+> DanYing <+: fuck off
<+> DanYing <+: hahahhas
<+> DanYing <+: =/
+[___ łŷńň -: hahahahhas
+[___ łŷńň -: nin nia uh
+[___ łŷńň -: tmr we 2 4th month
+[___ łŷńň -: i sharing my happiness with you
<+> DanYing <+: thought you 2 tmr
+[___ łŷńň -: you ask me fuck off
<+> DanYing <+: hahahhas
+[___ łŷńň -: you good lah you
<+> DanYing <+: happy happy
+[___ łŷńň -: nin nia uh
<+> DanYing <+: last long wif him
+[___ łŷńň -: go die lah !
<+> DanYing <+: hahahhas
<+> DanYing <+: =/
+[___ łŷńň -: you ah pu neh neh
<+> DanYing <+: sorry las
+[___ łŷńň -: black bird
+[___ łŷńň -: orh jiao
+[___ łŷńň -: blackie
+[___ łŷńň -: ah black
+[___ łŷńň -: ah orh
<+> DanYing <+: shhhhhhhhhhhh
<+> DanYing <+: roar
<+> DanYing <+: fast hor
<+> DanYing <+: so fast 4 months liao
+[___ łŷńň -: hahas
+[___ łŷńň -: ya
<+> DanYing <+: bu zhi bu jue wo men dou lao le
<+> DanYing <+: =/
<+> DanYing <+: hahahhas
+[___ łŷńň -: -.-
+[___ łŷńň -: i`m still young
+[___ łŷńň -: only you old
+[___ łŷńň -: i`m forever young okay
<+> DanYing <+: ahahhahas
<+> DanYing <+: yeap. i oldest among all the close friends
+[___ łŷńň -: old women
+[___ łŷńň -: LOL
<+> DanYing <+: ass
<+> DanYing <+: hahahahs
+[___ łŷńň -: hahahas
+[___ łŷńň -: lol
+[___ łŷńň -: laugh 死我。
<+> DanYing <+: ahhahhas
<+> DanYing <+: shit you
<+> DanYing <+: xiao meimei
<+> DanYing <+: bu yao chao
<+> DanYing <+: =D
+[___ łŷńň -: better than you lor
+[___ łŷńň -: i young and trendy
+[___ łŷńň -: you old and orh biang
<+> DanYing <+: puke
<+> DanYing <+: ass
<+> DanYing <+: =/
+[___ łŷńň -: LOL
+[___ łŷńň -: bwg uh ?
+[___ łŷńň -: lao char bor
+[___ łŷńň -: hahahahs
<+> DanYing <+: SHIT YOU
<+> DanYing <+: you then lao char bor
+[___ łŷńň - x `-//* - - ` ` has changed his/her personal message to "Ng Dan Ying is Lao Char Bor . Orh Jiao `~"
+[___ łŷńň -: hahhahahas
<+> DanYing <+: i saw your cousin today !
+[___ łŷńň -: lao char bor
+[___ łŷńň -: orh jiao
<+> DanYing <+: heng she never saw me
+[___ łŷńň -: laugh 死我。
<+> DanYing <+: =/
+[___ łŷńň -: so suay uh
+[___ łŷńň -: never laugh at you
<+> DanYing <+: =/
<+> DanYing <+: i saw her i faster siam liao luh
+[___ łŷńň - x `-//* - - ` ` has changed his/her personal message to "Ng Dan Ying is Lao Char Bor . Orh Jiao `~ black bird . blackie . ah pu neh neh ."
+[___ łŷńň -: LOL
<+> DanYing <+: still stand there meh
<+> DanYing <+: =/
+[___ łŷńň -: so bad
+[___ łŷńň -: i tot she will laugh
+[___ łŷńň -: black neh neh
+[___ łŷńň -: hahha
<+> DanYing <+: =/
<+> DanYing <+: ass
+[___ łŷńň -: LOL
<+> DanYing <+: your msn nick very nice hor
<+> DanYing <+: =/
+[___ łŷńň -: NICE
+[___ łŷńň -: of cause lah
+[___ łŷńň -: you already say is MINE mah
<+> DanYing <+: =/

LOL . both of us are lame `~ xD

i`m bored . so no choice , came here to kill my boardoom . gonna go and study soon ^^ school today was alright . quite fun . Science lesson was boring but i paid attention to Mrs Seah . good girl lar `~ Maths lesson was having so much fun with that Duck . the 2 of us kept laughing and laughing . threw eraser dust at the duck then that duck went to throw at someone's back . made the both of us laughed till we almost hang ourselves . *laughs* what's more the eraser dust is super duper long . and we kept throwing & throwing & laughing & laughing . lols . Recess time , fell down and i bloody landed on my butt . *laughs* thanks to my Darling Heng Per Li . Just because i pressed the refund button and her money dropped down then i put my coins in and bought my things and when i bend down to take my thing , she pushed me and i fell and landed on my butt . super painful can my butt . *laughs* &it was so damn embarrassing . so many people were looking and laughing . zzZzZz . . . After that , Darling was drinking water and i went to hit the cup and the ice came flying out and dropped on her . lol . really is laugh 死我了。

English lesson was damn ass . was asked to APOLOGISE to that MAD DOG JANE TAN just because of something . but in the end , i also didn go over to apologise to her . want me to apologise to her ? over my dead body `~ and please , its not entirely my fault alright , she's the one who behaved like one mad dog kept screaming & shouting . think she owns the entire school ? nin nia eh . everyday my ears always suffer because of her consistant loud barking . SPCA really never do their job properly . let wild mad dogs wander and bark around madly . zzZzZzz . . . . stupid ! Mother Tongue lesson , got back my test paper . 3rd in class . lose to AiAi by half marks . lose to the girl by 4 marks . but nevermind , overall quite pleased with my results as i`m English Educated but can get quite high marks . LOL !` obtained same marks as Terence Kor Kor . *laughs* After that , went sleeping . so tired . Subash then walked past then AiAi went " Subash Subash " lols . so woke up reluctantly . kuku `~

History lesson , Mr Jana kept hitting my arm . so damn painful `~ -.- was asked to go out of the class for some kuku things . after that , Darling & AiAi got chased out of class because they kept laughing . *laughs* then Jana asked them to stand under the banana tree and be banana tree girl . lols . After that , Jana came to talked and asked me about some things . was so shocked can `~ then he asked me to go counselling . -.- After that , it was dismissal time ! saw mushroom head and orh jiao big neh neh . totally disgust me `~ _l_

naughty bao bao . go sleep in the middle of my bed .

- you mean so much to me -

2007-09-28T18:35:00.000+08:00

i do love you ,
you should know that .
to me , you'r the one for me ,
so stop saying you a'int .
Don't give up on me .
you know i need you the most .
i'm sorry if i went too over ,
but i don't mean those words at all .
Don't leave me will you ?
you know i need you more than anything else .
you said you love me ,
but why will you still leave me so easily ?
Can't the both of us overcome this obsticle together ?
Going through ups and downs and
our relationship is so strong till nothing can beat us from being together .

baby , i`m sorry if i made you feel jealous or anything . but trust me , those guys are only my friends , nothing else , so stop saying i love them or what alright . you should know you'r the only one whom i love . &i`m really really really sorry for all this . =( i hate it when you talked to me in such a harsh tone and even worse still , ignoring me . you made me feel so lost and confuse . i really don't want you to leave me cause i need you the most . i love you , Neo Zhao Ming .

- hold my hand and never let it go , will you ? -

2007-09-24T20:04:00.000+08:00

i have lost interest in blogging already . =/ so will not be blogging so frequently like usual till my mood is back . teeheehee . alright , EOY is next week but i haven even started mugging . damn pathetic alright . i`m starting to feel the anxiety in me already so i think i`ll ban myself from the laptop . [i doubt i can do that . *laughs*] nowadays have been going to Evangeline's house to stay overnight and i totally forgotten all about school and homework . but today's different . i came her house bringing along all my homework BUT , i didn even touch till them but stick glue to the computer . -.- totally pointless `~

i shan't say much about school as everyday's the same . boring lessons everyday . never let go of any chances of sleeping and dont understand Maths at all ! i'm so gonna flunk my EOY if i don't buck up . =( &Jia Wei was damn funny today . ran out of class secretly and got caught and thus was chased out of class . *laughs* he didn wanna go out at first but i told him " wa lao . you very stupid leh . if i were you i go out lor . then dont wanna have boring lessons" and so , he sat at the door there . *laughs* talked to him about some issues and he was there consolling and giving me advice like usual . my nice nice buddy ! i remember how caring he was during that period of time and he would talk to me everyday asking me how i feel and would call to check on me . wa lao . go where find such good friend ? *laughs*

wa lao . look at my hand colour . ontop fair . below tan . -.-

lalalas `~ i don't know what to post anymore . i`m like so brain dead right now . tsktsktsk . something's seriously wrong . ba lalala `~ hmms . . . past few days , was having lots of fun with Dan Ying & Zi Xuan . especially the PHOTO ! [Dan Ying , dont shy shy] . really made the 3 of us laughed till we peng . also , that Zi Xuan damn the kuku . kept saying i'm pregnant just because of something . *laughs* but still , i love the both of them so much ! xD
oh well , shall end here . off to do my homework already . =D &&AiAi cut her hair . love her new hairstyle . my this chao ah lian AiAi . xD

HAHAHA ! CUTE uh ? Yang Yang , meh meh meh `~

- i love boy.friend alot -

2007-09-20T15:31:00.000+08:00

The Bottom Line
Ask questions -- your queries could help other people remember important things .

In Detail
Each and every obstacle you encounter today is there for a reason, and you need to take time today to understand why it could be there -- because that will tell you what you need to learn to overcome it . If you ask the right people , the answer will be easy to come by . So get talking ! Don't be afraid to interview everyone and anyone involved , because your questioning could end up helping jog other people's memories and help them solve their own issues too .

YI DE IS HANDSOME ! hmmms . . . feel like closing down my blog till the new skin is done but there's lots of errors in it and i`m too lazy to edit them . blahs `~ nothing unusual or special happened in school today . super duper bored `~ relief teacher for Science lesson . quite hilarious . . . the teacher was reading the answers out for us to do our correction then lots of funny things happened .

Mr Salihni: After that , fill 3 quater of the test tube . . . . . . .
someone: feel ? F E E L ?
Mr Salihni: no . F I L L . and you don't feel the test tube what . you feel it for what ?

Mr Salihni: heat the tip of the test tube . . . . . . . . . . .
someone: hit ? H I T ?
*class laughing*
Mr Salihni: *laughs* H E A T . not H I T .

Mr Salihni: the element in the vacuum . . . . . . . . .
Jolynn: huh ?! ANIMAL ?!`
*class laughing*
Mr Salihni: *laughs* E-L-E-M-E-N-T .
Jolynn: orh . i thought what animal in vacuum .

*laughs* after that , Mr Salihni kept looking at me and laughed . lols . during the test , he kept laughing to me . so funny . anyway , i`m so gonna flunk my test . left lots of questions blank . did those i know and after that , SLEEP ! blehx =p Maths lesson was bored . but Jolynn's a good girl . she paid attention to the lesson and did her work on her own . =) History lesson was funny . Jana was all the way joking and singing . guess he's in really good mood at that time . =) PW was funny . played with the invisible pen . while Syabil was looking at the left , went to point my index finger beside his face so i called him and when he turned , my finger poked till his nose there and he went falling down the chair . lols . was laughing like hell and the teacher went to deduct my group's marks i think . cause she was writing lots of nonsense on her paper after she asked what group are we . hahas . black black indian women ! _l_ Mother Tongue lesson , Jolynn's a good girl again . she did her work quietly and seriously . got called out from class during English lesson for some stuffs . zZzZzz .

After school , waited for baby awhile then boarded the bus together with Eric . super hilarious can the both of them . really cannot stand . all the way kept making me laughed . both of them then kept playing in the bus and occupied the whole of 4 seats . *laughs* After that , baby and Eric then sent me home before they went to Jp . =D

my bao bao ! xD

wa lao ! now Ian and peeps using my handphone to prank call their friends and teachers ! make me laugh like siao !

friend/teacher: hello
Ian : 朋友我永远祝福你。朋友我永远祝福你。`~ [pictch will go higher after each sentence]
all ; Ian , Roy , Welson , Dickson : ahhhhhhhh . ah ah ah ah ah ah `~
Welson : `~ wee-oh-weet !
Ian : 朋友我永远祝福你。

wa lao ! buay ta han lah ! really is 笑死我了。wanted to upload what i have recorded but i dunno how to . lols .

- i`m already contented to have you -

2007-09-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE QI ! XD

lalalas `~ just now there's something wrong with the internet connection . damn fed up . waited for 4 hours plus can `~ zZzZz . . . as usual , school was boreedddddddd `~ didn wanna go to school today but for the sake of EOY , i went . good girl lah `~ lessons as usual . totally bored me out . was so tired that i slept for most of the periods . lalalas `~ had oral today and i was at there fooling around while waiting for my turn . put my leg on the door while i combed my hair then Vanessa was laughing . haas . didn have much to say on the picture as it only shows afew things . blahs `~ passage was easy . conversation was kinda tough . was asked Family or Friends is more important . stared at Miss Goh for a few seconds before i decided to choose Family . more things to elaborate . =) After school , waited for that moron for 2 hours plus . asshole ! waste my precious time . bodoh !!!!! slacked in the school for damn long and i was so damn tired till i put 4 chairs together and lay down and sleep . blehx ! =p after that , went home with moron at about 4.00p.m+ . asshole ! so late ! i wanna sleep one alright `~ &nowadays there's lots of fucking homeworks . really can make me go crazy . fcuk everything !

baby didn come to school today and that Jane Tan went to complain to Subash & Jana . =( then Subash and Jana started talking about baby . don't know what they said . not sure what's gonna happened to baby tomorrow . hope everything's alright . _l_ the Jane Tan .

pictures taken quite long ago .

Kong Ba Pau xD

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AAHAHHAHAHHAHA ! sexy bo ? [looks like Dan Ying's one . black black ! hahahhahhha]

Chester: wa lao ! pervertic sia ! still take photo of it .
Jolynn: what pervertic . curious mah . i never see black neh neh before .

=)

- nothing's gonna change my love for you -

2007-09-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

hmms . went to school as usual . super bored can `~ really cannot stand it anymore . but what can i do ? for the sake of EOY must at least listen to what the teachers teaching . blahs `~ 3rd period , got called out from class by Miss Goh . while waiting for her to come out , Jane Tan came to find me too . -.-

Jane Tan: are you Jolynn ?
Jolynn: ya .
Jane Tan: you very close with Zhao Ming is it ?
Jolynn: Har ?
Jane Tan: do you know where is he ?
Jolynn: at home lor .
Jane Tan: no . he's not at home . i called his house but he's not at home .
Jolynn: maybe he go see doctor lor .
Jane Tan: no . i called his house but he's not at home . do you know where is he ?
Jolynn: i don't know .
Jane Tan: do you know where is he ? cause this is a very serious matter .
Jolynn: i dont know . i dont know .
Jane Tan: nevermind . you after school come find me .
Jolynn: har ?! wah sian .

After that , Miss Goh talked to me , AiAi , Darling and Xiao Ting . Today , was a super good girl . i paid attention to every lesson and i did not sleep at all . =D also , when i dont understand certain things , i asked the teacher to clarify my doubts . *clap clap* xD had History test today and i can do most of the questions . =DD After school , went to find Mr Yiong regarding the project then after that , i quickly ran out of school as i was afraid Jane Tan might catch me . *laughs* i didn mean to run away from her alright . its just that i cant find any excuses to lie to her . i cant possibly tell her the truth right ? if not baby's gonna be in deep trouble . blehx =p went to Gek Poh with Jia Wei & Kishen . then after that took the bus home with Jia Wei .

Met xuan love at 3.30p.m then we headed to Jurong East polyclinic . when we went in , we were late by 1 minute . the counter closed already . *laughs* xuan love was so du lan till she kept kao bei kao bu-ing outside the clinic . 笑死我了. so both of us stood outside the clinic and ki siao abit before we headed to the opposite bus-stop to go to central . on the bus lots of funny things happened . as the bus drove past Grace Orchard School , i said "wah ! this school like HDB flat sia ! so old one . somemore short short one . if i never see the school name hor . i comfirm will thought is HDB flat one lor . "

upon hearing this , xuan love starting laughing madly . lols . then after that , xuan love said contact lens but i heard her say as kotex lens . *laughs* again , that girl started to laugh like one siao char bor . ^^ &i wanna go see the Monkey Tree ! blehx ! =p who wanna bring me go ? *laughs* went to central the clinic there and it bloody cost xuan love $22 . expensive bodoh ! xuan love was at there kao bei -ing . hahas . went to Watson as xuan love wanna "buy" eye drop . the girl very stupid can `~ so easily can just kop . somemore the eye drop cost $9+ . wanna kop the pregnency kit one . but too big liaos `~ laughs . then , both xuan love and i started playing with the pregnency kit and i told her this . . .

Jolynn: 你懂hor我们验这个是放在尿尿的对不对。我以前以为是拿那个插]进JiBye里面。
Zi Xuan: *laughing* wa lao ! 你很cute sia .

after walking around , intended to find stupid hairy kuku bird pork head king kong aka Ng Dan Ying but i was lazy so both of us headed home instead . blehx ! while walking home , baby called and asked where i am and that whether i was at the polyclinic there just now . shocked can `~ was wondering how he knew . then he said he saw me . lols . so talked to him about 1 hour plus and he's super funny can `~ but on the other hand , he's super bad too . lied to me . roarrr ! after that , i took out my battery charger and accidentally made the charger dropped so the whole laptop shut down when i was watching show halfway ! pek chek can `~ blahx `~

oh well , shall end here . off to do my homework already . =)

- i love baby so muchhhh - =D

2007-09-13T19:46:00.000+08:00

lalalas `~ school was alright . lessons as usual . totally bored me out . =( nevermind , must preserve , for the sake of my EOY ! Jolynn Is A Good Girl xD spot check this few days but my class is always very lucky to escape away from it . xD P.E was fun . was screaming like hell while i went to pick the ball as many balls were flying above my head and i`m afraid it'll hit me . lols . then Alfian and all were laughing . hees . wasn't really a good girl today cause i slept during lesson time . *laughs* and i slept till so sweet that i can even dream ! power uh . English lesson , had free period . damn Jia Wei almost made me fall off the chair . scary okay ! made me screamed like one insane donkey . -.- had lots of fun with Vanessa . was taking the broom thing to stick on her hair making her looked like a peacock . *laughs*

stayed back in school with Darling & AiAi . was damn sotong of me to leave my money on the table and went off after finishing my food . -.- then , my handphone commited suicide in the classroom . super heart pain can bodoh . then just now , it committed suicide again . i wonder how many suicide my handphone intends to comit . IDIOT !` whateverr , shall end here . i`m so sick and tired of using the laptop already . shall off to watch some shows . =D

bye idiots ! xD

2007-09-12T19:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DICKSON CHAN !`

alright , i shall quickly blog before i`m off to do my History project . yes yes , i`m doing my assignment , dont be shocked . =.=

i`m seriously proud of myself this few days because i have been using my time wisely by completing my homeworks before i start doing those kuku stuffs . but baby wasn't really happy because he said he doesn have the chance to talk to me . like just now , after i reached home , i went to rest awhile before i bathed and then complete my 2 composition . oh my god . that's seriously gave me a sense of satisfaction alright . xD its been a long time since i seriously sit down to think and finished up my homeworks . unlike the past , i would always do last minute work and gave the teacher all my rubbish work .

baby didn attand school today and i missed him like hell . =( talked to him in the morning before i go for the morning assembly and dumb me forgotten to switch to silent mode . so while singing the national antham , baby called ! gosh ! so quickly pressed the silent button . after that , Alfian and all were saying that its loud . *laughs* Then , while the principal was talking , baby called again ! this time , more people heard it and many of them were looking at me . *faint* lessons today was alright . relief teacher during Lit and English period as Miss Goh was absent . completed all the given assignments and after that , i studied my practical workbook which i specially brought it to school . Jolynn Is A Good Girl =D while studying , Kishen asked if i have my handphone with me and i said yes then he told me next door conducting spot check . what the hell . so i started to panick and Farwizah went to the toilet to hide it . *laughs* while i took out my handphone from my pocket about to put at the backdoor , Mr Jana , Subash and the new guy came in and the guy was only standing behind me ! what the hell . scare me alright . luckily Mr Jana gave our class a chance if not i`ll be crying like one fucking pathetic donkey if my phone was confiscated .

left 30minutes early to do some work then had Science Practical exam at 3.30p.m . got zero for one component . *laughs* but its alright as i have got confident i`ll pass . =)) Mr Jana nowadays kept calling me during lesson time . damn kuku kae . today too . all the way kept Jolynn Jolynn Jolynn . -.- break time , he came to borrow my mini fan . *laughs* cute lah dah dey .

oh well , shall end here . really need to rush my project already if not baby's gonna get angry at me for lying to him . &he's not coming to school tomorrow . =(

Its the comb style xD yea , i know i`m retard . but come on , that's part of my life . =D

- baby , i`m so glad to have you -

2007-09-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

gonna update quckily then i`m off to sleep already . gonna wake up at 4.30a.m to do my homework later on . pathetic alright . i spent 2-3 hours doing Literature when i realized there's to Lit lesson tomorrow . -.- should have done Mother Tongue and Home - Econ first . shit !`

First day of term 4 today . happy to see all my classmates . xD lessons was alright . didn really pay attention during MAths lesson . i think i`m gonna give up on Maths already . -sigh- simply cant understand what the hell all those formulas are all about . After school , walked to the bus-stop with baby and i realized i forgotten to take my handphone from the locker . *laughs* so walked back to school to take it . then baby was at there laughing . told Darling about it and she was at there laughing as she had the same encounter too . hahas . before that , passed baby my Science textbook and he kept it in his bag . so while we were walking after taking my handphone , baby purposely asked me where's my science textbook . so i looked at my hand but its empty so i stopped walking and asked where's my book . then i realized its with baby then baby was at there laughing . lols . next , while we were about to board the bus , i unzip my bag to keep my handphone but i ended up keeping my wallet instead then i almost took the handphone and scan . *laughs* then baby at there cannot stand me . lols . piang , suddenly become so sotong .

baby then send me home and when i was opening the door , i insert the wrong key . =.= pathetic . even i was laughing at myself . lalalalas `~ i love baby alot . xD

- i`m contented with what i have already . -

2007-09-09T18:38:00.000+08:00

Friday , 7th September

received a call from my brother at 9.00a.m asking me to go home . so assuming they were leaving soon , i quickly chiong-ed home . in the end when i reached home , both my brothers were still sleeping . -.- went to bathe first while waiting for the 2 pigs to wake up . at around 11.00a.m , 3 of us then cabbed to GoodWood Park hotel . waited for my aunt , uncle and cousin and then headed to ShiMa restaurant . super delicious the food there . xD damn full after the meal . *laughs* After that , headed to NUH to visit my Uncle . his ward damn nice alright `~ A1 Class . After that , my brothers and i then cabbed to Fareast to meet Alex to shop for Jie's birthday present . walked around but nothing caught our eyes so went to Wisma . again , nothing caught our eyes so we called Er Jie . she came 15 minutes later and after all the walking around , we decided to buy $160 Isetan voucher . ^^

Mrt-ed back to Alex's house for Jie's party . the cake super delicious ! no wonder Jie cant wait to cut the cake . *laughs* slacked in the room and ah long super funny can `~ never fails to make me laugh . &he's super pervertic ! he teach me bad ! xD kept saying penis & hair . *laughs* After that , left at around 10.30p.m . reached home , bathed and called baby . he said he waited for my call for super long . lols . was talking to him till i dont have any strength . -.- thanks to my stomach cramp . and its pain for the whole day can `~ dunno why when i talked to baby its super duper pain till i teared . >.< baby nowadays kept saying lots of sweet things which made me happy . ^^ i love baby so much xD After that , hanged at around 2.00a.m as my mum came into my room and she slept with me together with my dog as i on air-con . lols .

more photos coming . wait till i received them then i`ll upload . ^^

Saturday , 8th September

forgotten what happened . only remembered i talked to baby on the phone then around 12.04a.m , i quickly sms-ed xuan laopo wishing her a happy birthday as i intend to wish her exactly on 12a.m but then i didn see the time . =( roarrrr !`

Sunday , 9th September

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE ZI XUAN !!!!

muacks . i love you . dont worry , will go your chalet one . ^^

stayed at home the whole day . woke up at 11.00a.m+ today . used the laptop and went back to sleep at around 3.00p.m till 6.00p.m+ . yea , i know i`m very pig . *laughs* &nowadays my laptop and handphone kept committing suicide . damn !` sickening . zZZZzzz . school's re-opening tomorrow and i haven even done one single homework . how pathetic am i ? fcuk !`

wanna know my pathetic results for term 3 ? dont get a shocked alright .

English : 63 B4
Higher Chinese : 60 B4
Mathematics : 63 B4
Science : 60.8 B4
History : 62 B4
Literature : 68 B3
Home Economics : 73 A2
Visual Art : 60 B4

pathetic huhs ? mostly all B4 . and i`m shocked that my Home Econ got A2 as i have gotten 3 times zero for test . *laughs* lalalas `~ overall , my results sucks . hope i wont slack anymore and buck up for EOY .

- baby , dont worry , i only love you -

2007-09-06T23:11:00.000+08:00

Sunday , 2nd September

went to my uncle's factory . super bored lah dah dey . . . . cam-whored and played with pen knifes . lols . night time , went to catch 9.35p.m Ratatouille with Evangeline and yang yang . nice show indeed ! =D

my beloved =D

Monday , 3rd September

Went to vivo with xuan laopo . had so much fun with her . xD ate the bogoni till the both of us wanna vomit . *laughs* after that , went home at around 6.30p.m+ . night time , had a tiff with baby . lalalas `~

Tuesday , 4th September

went to Evangeline's house to stay overnight . xDD

Wednesday , 5th September

went out with baby , Dan Ying , Jason and Shi En to Westmall to catch 1408 . the movie sucks alright . waste my time & money . zZzZz . Dan Ying and i were being super sarcastic while buying the tickets . the person was super slow and both of us said loudly " wah . here the service super fast and efficient sia " *laughs* &something stupid happened . made me so pai seh . thanks to that kuku Ng Dan Ying . -.- After the movie , baby sent me home . Went to Evangeline's house at around 11.00p.m and stayed overnight . =D

Thursday , 6th September

woke up at 11'o clock feeling real shagg . -.- went home to bath and went out at around 1.20p.m . initially , was to meet Alfian , Darling & AiAi . but to my surprised , there's more people . Vanessa , Jia Wei , Chester , Xiao Yuan , Matthaeus , Hana & Nabilah . lols . did abit of project and after that , Alfian and i started to fool around . wrote a lame comment to him in friendster and i think i forgot to log out my account using the computer in the library . -.- hope no one hacked it or something . after all that , all of us headed to the 3rd floor and made lots of noise . *laughs* went down and Darling & AiAi had prata while i take away for Evangeline and myself . ^^ After that , headed to Evangeline's house and here i am blogging while crapping with Alfian and playing Burgar Rush . i`m a multi task person . *laughs*

secretly drinking water . *laughs*

i`m siao .

they said its power ranger . lols .

Darling & AiAi

Alfian & Jolynn ^^

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

reply tags =/

AhDan: Hahahhas ? Brave ? Then I Also Brave Luh.I Go Home Everyday ALONE ! =/
Dan Ying - you kuku ! bu yao chao okay .

Jeslynn: darling i miss you too...
Jeslynn - lols . i miss you too . xD

Yuhui: HEYHEY! Sorry for the late reply luhs. i was very busy nowsaday luhs. hahas =] . hahas SEEYAH soon luhs.! BYE ! =]
YuHui- hahahas . i was just kidding lahs . lols .

tabitha: just p***ing by. :D
tabitha- =DD

XUANLAOPO! :D: OMGZXZXZX i look so sian in the photos xD anyway, IM HYPER ACTIVEEEEE~~ i aint sian! : D oh yehs, i remember the baby characters the what komo whatwhat and the panpan and the fat one x.xanyway, your post is like super funny can! : D i laugh untill stomach pain siaaaaa
Zi Xuan- where got . CHIO lor . yea . hyper and active like a ~~dog~~ cat . next time you got baby you name your baby this names lah . LOL ! and where got funny ? you sot lars . *laughs*

XUANLAOPO: CRAZY PORKS ROCK OKAY! <3:>
XUANLAOPO: omgzxzxz crazy pork danying`s camera low quality D: LOLOLOL
Zi Xuan- yea ! crazy porks rock like heaven . agree . her handphone like shit . give bangalah also dont want . =x

ah lala: si char bor.kept pon sk0ol.buay tahan.
ah lala- lols . miss me right ? *laughs*

AhDan: Wah ! I Sleep Till So Nice Sia.Pattern So Cute !~ =X.Hhahhahas
Dan Ying- dont er xin lah . like doggy pose lor . =x

ah lala: kaoz...ii miiss eu larx
ah lala- see , i knew it . i know you miss me . hahahas .

weilun: rmb me?lol.take care
Wei Lun- yea . i remember . you too , take care =D

Darius: take care larx.
Darius- you too lar !

DONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

- ~~dead~~ -

2007-09-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

one more minute to 12a.m which also means one more minute and its no longer baby & mine 3rd month . *laughs*

alright , just wanna say ,

HAPPY 3RD MONTH BABY !

though its only 3 months but to me , it means alot . i`m seriously glad that we made it through . though some unhappy things had happened but still , its part of memories with you only . those times i spent with you were the greatest moment i had and i really thank god to let me have you in my life and i hope both of us can continue to walk down the road till forever . &lastly , I LOVE YOU ! <3`

lalalas `~ shall end here . off to sleep already . blog more tomorrow . =D

- happy 3rd month baby ! -

2007-09-01T09:39:00.000+08:00

hees . baby just left my house not long ago . &i miss him already `~ =/ alright , i seriously had forgotten what happened during the past few days . i`ll try my best to recall them . ^^

Thursday , 30th August

baby accompanied me to stay back to do project with Darling , AiAi & Xiao Ting . received a sms from baby's friend i was laughing like hell after reading it . shan't write what his friend said cause i know baby's gonna kill me if i were to do so . *laughs* did the project and baby left at around 4.00p.m . =( slacked in school with Darling & AiAi till 5.00p.m and headed home after that . =)

Friday , 31st August

didn attand school with baby . =/ baby called in the morning and he refuses to let me sleep . ROARR !! went to Juying Sec there at around 11.00a.m and saw so many friends . *happy* Farhan said i`m action . ROARR ! i didn mean not to say "hi" to him when i walked past because i seriously didn see till him . syakirin was also there and everyone kept one " Jolynn . syakirin leh . syakirin " -.- so said hi to him . while walking , Farhan , Syakirin and peeps said i`m very ah lian . >.< Sebastian was super kuku can `~ he almost killed me . sprayed the thing on me and the gas went into my nose . had so much difficulty breathing . kuku `~ but nevertheless , had lots of fun with him . *laughs* Mavis then came and she's super sot can `~ =x all of us[Dan Ying , Mavis , Zi Xuan , Gladys , Wei Jie , me , Jun Hao , Jason & Denzel] then went to the void deck to slack and after that , Mavis & Wei Jie left . all of us then went to Dan Ying's house .

while walking there , saw Shi Nan , Pei Han & peeps then both of them said " chao ah lian . walk also like ah lian " -.- then talked to them and i started to ki siao . *laughs* bidded goodbye after that and went up to Honey Pork's house . had lots of fun in her house . kept laughing like hell about the honey & Kong Ba Pau . *laughs* wanted to sleep but kept being disturbed . JAson then suddenly came and said " 我可愛的 Jolynn" LOL ! then everyone was laughing like hell . was sleeping when Jason said " Jolynn , 我要跟你睡" and he came to lie beside me then all of them said " wa lao . 不要趁機吃人家的豆腐 lah " *laughs* cute uh he `~ while all of us were having fun . that honey pork aka Dan Ying was sleeping . then we went to disturb her . *laughs* after all the fun , all of us left at around 6.30p.m . =D

lalalas `~ enjoyed myself alot ! though baby was not there .

Saturday , 1st September

baby came to my house in the morning and both of us went to school together as we didn attand school the day before and our principal wants to see us . -.- disturbed my beauty sleep . angry okay ! went to school and hear him talk then went home with baby . -.- kept disturbing him throughout the whole journey home and baby went to smack my head . lols `~ played with him at my house and both of us were like crazy fool . making so much noise early in the morning . *laughs* After that , baby left . boooos `~ &sorry baby for not accompanying you downstair as i`m really lazy and tired . dont angry kae . ^^

baby sleeping . =)

my crazy Mavis xD

i love her !

i love THEM plenty plenty !!

such a pretty girl . =D

my two pretty honeys !

snatching chocolate . *laughs*

Kong Ba Pau & me . *laughs*

Honey Pork aka Dan ying and hairy dog .

- nothing last forever ; cherish everything before you lose them -

2007-08-29T16:01:00.000+08:00

28th August , Tuesday

dear didn come to school as he's sick . made me no mood throughout the whole day . *laughs* tripped Alfian while walking & i was so evil to laugh at him . hahas . then erm i forgotten what happened already . =/ went home with Jia Wei after school and that's end of my boring day .

29th August , Wednesday

dear went home during recess time . as he's not feeling well . &i miss him like hell okay`~ my beloved baby . History lesson was alright . i laughed till i cried . -.- dear called me during Mother Tongue lesson and actually i could talk to him but then the HOD of Mother Tongue department teacher was sort of sitting beside me then i asked for permission to go to the washroom but Miss Neo refusses . so i gotta hide under my table and asked dear to call back later . =(( Free period during English & CI as Miss Goh was conducting Oral . complete my History homework during the spare time & i`m so proud of myself . xD after that , slept all the way . kuku Syabil & Chester kept disturbing my beauty sleep . ROARR !! woke up after 1 hour of sleep and discussed about the class outing & was all the while thinking of baby . teeheehee `~ =) walked with AiAi to the bus-stop then Jia Wei soon came . 3 of us then talked about that fucking bitch . hate her damn much alright `~ After that , boarded the bus and went home with Jia Wei .

Just to kill boredoom `~

BLUE IS LOVE

1. Do you like someone?
not only like . i love him .

2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
maybe

3. Have you ever loved someone so much it hurt?
yea .

RED IS ANGER

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
YES ! THAT FUCKING BITCH !

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? `
not sure .

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? `
yupps .

4. Is anyone mad at you?
not sure

YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY

1. Name?
Jolynn

2. What is your career plan for the future?
not sure .

3. What's your main goal in life?
last long with baby .

4. Do you want to have children?`
yupps

ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?
nopes

2. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
SHOPPING !!!

3. If you could have anything right now what would it be?
be by baby's side .

GREEN IS OPINION

1. Lower the drinking age?
yea . =/

2. Abortion?
no way

3. War?
never .

4. Global Warming?
sucks .

PURPLE IS Q&AQ:

QHow many beds did you lay in today?
A: 1

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: pink

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
A: sleep =/

Q: Is Tom on your friends list?
A: no

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
A: not sure .

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
A: siao `~

Q: Does anything hurt on your bodyright now?
A: nopes .

Q: Do you own a camera phone?
A: yupps

PINK IS LAST

1. Last movie watched in cinema?
Dead Silence !

2. Song you listened to?
JoJo- Beautiful Girl

3. Person you talked/texted on the phone with?
BABY ! xD

GREY IS TODAY

1. What are you doing tonight?
sleep .

2. What are you going to eat?`
not sure

3. Where are you going to be at 2:00a.m?
sleeping lah dah dey `~

videos of the baby game xD

oh well , shall end here . off to sleep .

bye idiots !
xp

to Monkey ,

i miss you too . =) see you on Friday alright . =D

- take good care of yourself baby . love you - ^^

2007-08-27T12:34:00.000+08:00

25th August , Saturday

pon-ed the morning activity in school but went for cca in the afternoon . *laughs* was so bored till i almost hang myself . zZzzz . sort of quarrelled with mum then Alex called me and talked to me . then my brother sms-ed me . lalala `~ went home feeling damn moody so was slam-ing everything around me . *laughs*

26th August , Sunday

Xuan LaoPo came to my house first then followed by dear & Dan Ying . before that Xuan LaoPo & me were ki-siaoing . kept laughing screaming shouting running about . lols `~ she then went to o2 Jam and dear kept pestering her to be faster as he wanna Dota . so while dear was dota-ing , xuan laopo & me went to my room to make love xD After our making love session , came out to join Dan Ying then she was talking to dear but he didn respone so xuan Laopo purposely said " Jolynn i love you " so i said back the same thing and the 3 of us kept saying " i love you " to each other then xuan Laopo said " someone is un-loved " LOL !! then she went to sing the banana song which was super duper hilarious and i started ki-siaoing . 笑死我了. left my house at around 3.30p.m and mrt-ed to Plaza Sing . bought the 9.45p.m show . =/

went to LJS for lunch & after that we went to the Arcade . played the baby game and it was so so so hilarious . xuan laopo then para-ed . After all the fun-ness , went outside the arcade to slack . was happily talking when suddenly one girl age around 16-17 years old came and asked if we ka her jiao wei . then all of us were like stunned . then she asked xuan laopo and me the most questions . -.- asked where we stay . how old we are and if we chap . then say what she got witness that we ka her jiao wei and if we peng wei then how . still say what wanna one on one . then after that she said if we REALLY ka her jiao wei , now say right infront of her then dont go back tell people say she jio meng us . what the hell , bodoh siol `~ she obviously is Big eat Small what `~ &we didn even say one thing about her can `~ xuan laopo only said she's chio . say chio also wrong ? next time really must keep our comments to ourself already . then dear & xuan laopo said if she bring people down , both of them on standby call their cousins already . *laughs*

mood kinda got spoiled by that girl but then nevermind , must learn to forgive & forget =/ went to Pc bunk after that then headed to the cinema . watch Dead Silence . not bad . was scary & disgusting . >.< then all the while was using dear's hand and my bag to cover my face . *laughs* then xuan laopo was super funny . kept talking to herself . hahahhas . After the show , all of us chiong-ed for the last train . hahas . Xuan laopo was not feeling well . =( while in the lift , xuan laopo called her dad and said " daddy . come fetch me . got ghost . i scare " then there's one couple with us and both of them were laughing at xuan laopo . *laughs* in the Mrt , slept on dear's back till my neck pain . hahas `~ all of them missed the last bus . dear then sent me home and as walking , i looked at the ninth story and it was dark so i said " kan ni nah lah . all sleep already " then as i walked further , i said " oh sorry . wrong block " LOL !!` then dear was at there laughing like hell . went to the lift and something creepy happened . we only pressed the 9th button and when the lift door open , we went out and it was 7th story . 吓死人 arh !`

27th August , Monday

pon-ed school with dear . xD was sleeping when dear called at around 7.00a.m+ and asked me to go to school . kuku him . disturbed my sleep . then he refuses to let me sleep . ROARR !! but after that we hang the phone and i went back to my beauty sleep and only woke up at 12.00p.m+ hees `~ &i`m so fucking broke right now . ZzZzzz .

oh well , shall end here . =)
take care `~

2007-08-25T21:15:00.001+08:00

Friday , 24th August

Was shocked by Miss Goh early in the morning T.T was singing the National Anthem & saying the pledge and when i turned to my right , Miss Goh was right infront of me[she was standing some where further before that] then i was shocked and jumped up . lols . Miss Goh and my dearest partner then went laughing away . haas . Miss goh then asked me to sing and say louder . -.- During English period , Miss Goh talked to everyone one by one outside the class . she then told me that she's quite pleased with my results though lots of teachers kept complaining saying we group of girls are noisy & chatty . then she said i can do better & ask me not to read too much comics . she said i gave others a impression that i`m ah lian . -.- then she said that i`m moving away from studies and that i seems to be distracted not by studies but the people around me like dear . -.-

recess time , dear came to my class and sat there then Miss Goh saw him and said wanna talked to him then dear went running away . *laughs* went to the study area to sit with dear then Mr Jana walked past and kept looking at us . -.- lesson time , was party-ing with my dearest partner . both of us were eating chocolates & sweets for the whole day . *laughs* Maths lesson was super duper boring . slept awhile . then kuku Miss Wang late released us and poor dear was outside waiting . lols . headed to the block opposite school after dismissal to meet Xuan LaoPo . went to find Dan Ying and peeps after that at KFC . they then went to smoke and after we went back to order our food , one guy asked xuan lao po & me why dear so xia lan and if he chap . TMD okay ! stupid guy . dear also didn diao him or do anything . go sell his chicken and dont talk so much crap larrs ! lao chee bye . then still like wanna jio meng dear like that . go fuck the wall hard hard lars ! _l_

went to the bus-stop after that and i started my ki siao-ness already . kept laughing and laughing and Dan Ying asked dear if i`m his girlfriend . lols . all of them buay tahan my ki siao- ness and all pretended not to know me . *laughs* in the bus , i kept ki siao-ing then dear and peeps kept laughing at me . lols . buay tahan uh . really super funny . after that , all of us alighted except dear . slacked at the block there then Sebastian came . funny uh him . made me laughed till like dunno what . saw Farhan and talked for awhile . After hours of slacking , left with Dan Ying , Xuan lao po , Shi En and me so 4 of us went to the bus-stop to sit . while talking , Farhan told me to go over to his there . so went over and talked with him . baddie him dont wanna take photo with me . ROARR !! after that , xuan lao po and peeps came over too so all of us sat at the playground there and talk . Shi En & Farhan then left at around 6.00p.m+ . Sebastian then came to join us . had fun together . =DD then he told me he broke up with Nts already . O.O

went to the police post at around 8.30p.m+ for some kuku matter . the policeman kept asking irrelevent questions like what steam the 3 of us are in and what school we from . lols . after that , was walking around when Farhan alighted from the bus & joined us . kuku him so badd . went to scare me . then he said i`m a chicken & did lots of funny actions . *laughs* walked around a dark dark place and its super scary alright . so i kept clinging onto Farhan ; THE MAN ! *laughs* was walking when he suddenly said to me " you very ah lian sia " -.- After walking the dark dark place , Farhan sent us to the bus-stop then he headed home . 3 of us then sat at the bus-stop there listening to songs and slacking away . was then afraid to go home and take the lift alone as its already 11.00p.m + at there time & my chi cha is not with me . so phone my brother and asked him to wait for me . lols . after that , left and boarded the bus with xuan laopo . waited for my bro but he was super long so i headed home MYSELF ! i`m so brave ! xD

xuan super funny and cute can `~ she told me that that time she saw me kept taking photos with my sec school friends then she's sad and jealous as she thought i dont love her anymore . HAHAHA ! really super hilarious uh my this lao po . love her damn much okay ! xDD &Dan Ying another one . told me the same thing . *laughs*

Jeslynn the ah soh

Miss Ming Mei =D

Mr Sebastian xD

she ki siao . healing the ant .

Mr Farhan xD

- i love you only -

2007-08-23T20:17:00.000+08:00

lalalas `~ let me recall what happened yesterday . . . .

erm . . . . was told to stay back after school as there's this Digital Photoshop Enrichment . super kuku can `~ last minute tell us . zzZzZz . quite a number of them pon-ed but i didn as i`m a good girl . xD throughout the whole 3 hours of lesson , was e-buddy-ing aka msn-ing & also surfing the net . so bored lah dah dey . teacher didn spot me as she cant see those icons at the bottom of the screen as someone made the size big so it went out of the screen . teeheehee `~ oh yah , had lots of fun with Alfian . was running around the lab chasing each other & kept calling each other's name and then looked away . *laughs*

night time , chatted on msn with dear & Dan Ying and dear kept calling me muthu . T.T then that kuku Dan Ying kept laughing and said " Zhao Ming good one " so i said " win liao lor you two . two against one . 狗男女 " LOL !! then both of them started to combo me . hahas . Dog Boy Girl . *laughs*

Today , went to school with my hurting leg . T.T stupid blister . dear said its disgusting . lols . as usual , dear came to my class in the morning & he ate my sweets till super song . *laughs* threw sweets to him during silent reading at the courtyard & miss goh saw so she was at there staring at me . lols . free period during Maths as Miss Wang didn come . HAPPYHAPPY ! went over to Alfian & Darling's there and started crapping away . =D P.E was fun . played basketball & i managed to score . =DD recess time , dear came and tortured "Hairy" ! &he kept calling me muthu . ROARR !! went to threw the fuck face's water bottle on the floor and went stepping it then dear went to spray water into his bag . *laughs* after recess , throughout the whole day i was half dead . super duper tired can `~ so was sleeping for most of the periods . &&i get to know my marks for Science & Mother Tongue already . i wont say my results as its seriously horrible but can only tell i passed . i dunno whether to cry or what `~ zZzZZzz . . . Miss Neo then talked to me after lesson . lalalas `~

stayed back after school with Darling , AiAi & Xiao Ting . discussed about our project . was snapping photos away & after that slept ! =DD AiAi then woke me up after that to go to Gek Poh . walked around then when we came out there's an accident ! WEET `~ powerful man !` =DD went to playground to play and i fell down ! Darling and AiAi was laughing away madly . *laughs* super stupid can . made my hand so painful . ROARRR !! After that , loiter around the block then headed back to school to take our bags & headed home . kuku Chin Tat went to scare us . T.T

WA KAO ! there's one bloody big pimple on my right cheek . TMD !! kuku ! i need my OXY 5 !!!!

pure retard . xD

Vanessa ! =DD

cover my kuku pimple . T.T

EKKKK !

oh well , shall end here . super tired right now . >.<

- i love my chi cha <33``>

2007-08-21T21:40:00.000+08:00

weet `~ just woke up from nap not long ago .

School was alright . nowadays lessons very slack . Miss Goh didn come for two days already . go honeymoon ? haas `~ went to forth floor during Mother Tongue lesson . learnt Tamil Language . super stupid can `~ made me laughed & sleep only . so as usual , kept singing in class with my dearest partner . &i love her so much . hahas . free lesson during last period . then it was dismissal ! waited for dear but then didn see till him so assuming that he had already gone , i left with Darling . went to JEC . saw Shi Min !` went to buy ticket for Secret then headed to the foodcourt . did experiment for the soup . *laughs* so disgusting `~ after that , went to the cinema . then the TuTu kueh dropped on the floor . *laughs* movie was nice . but then sort of don't understand ? lols . &&the girl is so pretty & sweet !` after the movie , walked around awhile then headed home . =D

oh well , shall end here . off to sleep already . i know i very pig lars . just woke up not long ago and now wanna sleep again . *laughs* &my eye hurts . T.T

- i love Neo Zhao Ming ! -

2007-08-20T14:57:00.000+08:00

weet `~ i`m back `~ *laughs* intended to cab to school in the morning today as was lazy to take the bus but then was afraid that it will be difficult to hail for a cab so took the bus instead . was walking when i realized i dont have any coins[my Ez-link has no money] so went to buy lollipop to have some coins back . T.T met dear while crossing the road . what coincident `~ *laughs* then slapped him lightly on the face when in class . he owned me . =x blahs blahs blahs `~ lessons as usual , BORING `~ dear came to find me during History lesson but he went flying away upon seeing Mr Jana . lols `~ slept for the last 15 minutes of Science lesson . really cannot tolerate . damn damn damn tired `~ lesson ended , dear came to my class . waited for Alfian to finish copying the homework then we all left . Darling was super funny can `~ hahas . bidded goodbye to them and boarded the bus . while walking home , dear was super stupid `~ made me dunno whether to laugh or to pity him . laugh is because of his silly-ness . pity is because of his stupid-ness . LOL `~ oh well , shan't state what happened in case he`ll lose face . *laughs*

ahh . . . nowadays i`m very easily irritated . dunno why either `~ dear today kept asking why i`m angry over minor problems . lols . so people , dont come irritate me this few days because i dunno what i`ll do to you . =)

shall end here .

bye idiots
=D

TO : NG DAN YING & LEE ZI XUAN :

when wanna meet up ?!` i miss you two alot alot alot alot alot nahs `~ my dearest fucking dearest sister ! =D

- &my love for you is getting deeper and deeper day by day -

2007-08-17T20:20:00.000+08:00

Weet `~ Today’s was such a fun & funny day ! First , Halimah fell down and land on her butt as Fairos went to push away her chair . super funny alright . made me , Lina & Halimah herself laughed till we almost died down there . lols. After that , as I was holding on to Fairos’s uniform , he went to pass me one uniform so I said “ huh ? whose one ? mine one arh ? " &Farios said " Yes" so I looked at my chair and saw my uniform and skirt missing and I really believed it was mine . after a few seconds , I looked on myself and said “ i`m wearing my uniform what ! " lols . super funny can `~ Matt head got stuck in his T-shirt and he made the whole class laughed till mad . *laughs*

After school , went to gek poh than to Kfc with Darling , AiAi & Xiao Ting . laughed like some people who had just escaped from mental hospital like that . really had lots of fun ! xD headed back to school after that and AiAi left . went to the library to slack around and after awhile , Jia Wei & Chester came . kept playing with them . Darling & Xiao Ting then left for Netball at about 3.30p.m like that . went to the 2nd floor with the two boys & Nabilah . sat on the swing and I went saying “ WEEEE `~ FLYYYY ! " *laughs* then , the funny parts came . first , as the wind was blowing , the water from the shelter was splashing down . so I went to pull the thing but only a few drops of water drop . Jia Wei then followed me and when he pulled , the whole puddle of water came splashing down on his face . super hilarious can ! made us laughed like hell ! after that , Chester too went playing and he would pull the thing and go running away . then when he was running away , he accidentally slipped and fell . HAHAHAHHA !` super hilarious can !` I was at there laughing non-stop for approximately 5 minutes . made my stomach so damn freaking pain and I cried so much . lols .Chester then said “ what whee fly . is whee fall arh " *laughs*

After that , headed to the first floor and watched Darling they all played NetBall . =)) Vanessa then came then all of them were doing some skit . hahas . went to the canteen after that &Alfian & Faris went screaming my name . hahas . Darling & Xiao Ting came after their training and after awhile , Darling left . slept for awhile and when I woke up , Farios was RIGHT INFRONT OF ME ! shocked me alright . *laughs* played ball with him and it was super fun !` but my hands were super aching & tiring . hahas . Xiao Ting then left and the 3 of us continued playing . after playing , left and headed home at around 6.30p.m . Jia Wei then walked me to my house downstair as i`m scared as it’s the 7th month . hahas . ^^

dear didn come to school today and I miss him like fuck can `~

AiAi's pose nice uh ? hahas .

Darling & Ai Ai

Chester "reading"

The shelter that has got water ontop

the wet floor that chester slip and fell . *laughs*

my very "stylo milo" shoe .

lols . i was playing with Jia Wei & not raising my hand asking question okay . *laughs*

Farios . ^^

- i`m so addicted to you ! -

2007-08-16T18:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after school , went to Jp walk walk with dear . then headed to the library after that . sort of neglected him as i was talking on the phone with Jia Wei . hahas . &&i have got Science Test the next day which will be counted into my SA marks but my BELOVED textbook is in school . thanks to my beloved boyfriend alright `~ =/ so sort of quarralled with him over the phone . lols .

Today early in the morning , dear came to my class to pass me my textbook . hahas . he's sucha kuku head can `~ kept cursing me that i`ll fail my test . =.= luckily , i have got notes from AiAi . ^^ while sitting on the chair , suddenly saw a big cockroach crawling near me . so immediately i went screaming like crazy . lols . sat around the table with dear , Darling & AiAi then suddenly Xiao Ting came and smacked dear's back . so was like O.O . &i can feel his pain . lols . After that , went to the courtyard together and kept talking with Vanessa & AiAi . super hilarious alright `~ especially during the singing of National Anthem . Vanessa & i kept playing a fool . ^^ went back to class after that . studied awhile then had test . luckily its not very tedious . but dont really know some questions . hope i`ll be able to score well . =) Maths was boring . slept awhile . dear then came during recess time . went to the canteen together and Darling's water have got ants . hahas . so share my drinks with her . ^^

Mother Tongue lesson , dear & Jun Hao came to find me then after they left walking back to the forth floor , one teacher suddenly grabbed my hand and refuses to let me go . kept asking what dear wants and blahs blahs blahs . sot sot teh uh . so hacked care her and went back to class . didn have the activity book so slept for the whole period . SONG !` After school , waited for dear then went to Jp with Darling . she super blur can ! can even forget to take her handphone from the locker . *laughs* before that , was walking when someone shouted " AH LYNN ! " then turned and it was ALFIAN & FARIS !!!! hahahas . initially , was supposed to watch Secret but Jurong Point dont have . SHITTY ! disappointed uh ! so went to had lunch and both of us talked bout SOMEONE till we really cant stand !` went to shop around Jp after that and had lots of fun . laughed like some insane person . hahas . after walking around Jp , headed home at around 5.30p.m+ . ^^

- you'r my love =) -

2007-08-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

ROARR !! ` school is super boring alright ! really cannot stand ! especially Maths lesson . dunno what the hell Miss Wang is talking . so like usual , didn pay attention to her and was busy laughing and talking away with Farwizah . today she sot sot alright . her head go heywire already . hahas . End of maths lesson , dear , Jun Hao & Chin Tat stood outside the backdoor and waited for me . ^^ went to recess with them together with Darling , Ai Ai & Xiao Ting . Subash then went to catch dear because of his ear stud . =.= then as all group of us were standing at one corner , Subash asked why we were standing there and asked us to scatter . =.= crazy kuku `~ English lesson was bored too . did test . stupid Jane Tan kept shouting in the next door and made me cant concentrate at all . super pissed off can `~ so shouted " shut up lah ! " then Miss Goh went to close the back door for me . hahas .

Mother Tongue lesson was funny . Ah Ba Ah Ba ! hahas !` After school , waited for dear . so slow . T.T then , headed to Jp with Dan ying , Shi En and Jun Hao . bought Rush Hour 3 ticket first and then Jason came . saw Evangeline and she's disappointed with her results . told her to re-take and she said she will . =) went to Toy "r" Us to play and all of them super xia suay can !` lols . Dear was super kuku alright . kept using things to hit me . ROARR !! ` &he made drop my sweets . =.= After that , headed to the washroom then to the cinema . movie was super hilarioous but the duration was too short . T.T After that , headed to the library as Dan Ying and peeps wanna "do" homework . but then , was all the way crapping . dear was super hiao can !` he spent most of the time looking at my mirror and making his hair . lols . after that , he did spot check on my bag . lols . started discussing about the chalet and Dan Ying was super pissed off with us . sorry uh . didn mean to not pay attention to you . =)

After slacking and playing a fool in the library , Jason and Jun Hao wanna watch Gao Xiao Zhi Zhun so left at around 7.00p.m + and dear then sent me home . =)

alright , shall end here . dear ask me go sleep already . ^^

bye idiots ! =D

dear take one . =.=

fierce uh ? so scary .

my super hiao dear . hahas .

i love his back . ^^

- you'r my sweetest addiction -

2007-08-12T14:47:00.000+08:00

its Sunday today and that dog of mine is coming back ! wahahhas `~ lols . alright , i`m super bored alright . gotta complete all my homeworks soon as i own my teacher for 1 month plus already . lols . think that shows why i have been flunking my test . T.T

so , for the past few days , many people have been saying that there's chance or there's a high possibility for something to happen but to me , i still believe that the chance is 0 . =) i dont want to pin so much hope as the greater my hope are , the greater the disappointment and sadness i will have . ^^ oh ya , i wanna watch Rush Hour 3 & Secret !!! ROARRRR !!!!!` This week really can go bankrupt already . *laughs* oh well , shall end here . off to do all my stupid homework . =D

bye idiots =D

ROARR ! school tmr ! Dan Ying and peeps dont have . ass !

1. Single, taken or crush?
single ? crush ?

2. Are you happy with your life now?
so so

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love fast with him easily?
not sure

4. Have you ever have your heart broken?
definately !

5. Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
NO !`

6. Would you take back someone if he cheats you?
if i really do love that person alot .

7. Have you talked about marriage with another person before?
erm . dont think so

8. Do you want children?
dunno .

9. How many?
2 ? a boy & a girl ?

10. Would you ever consider adoption?
nah `~

11. If someone likes you now, what is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
do something to prove it to me . ^^

12. Do you enjoy relationships?
yes ? no ?

13. Honestly , what is the furthest thing you and your ex did?
you dont have to know .

14. Do you believe love at first sight?
not sure .

15. Are you romantic?
maybe

16. Do you believe that you can change someone?
yupps . i already did . ^^

17. If you could marry someone , where will it be?
JAPAN ! TOKYO ! HELLO KITTY LAND ! hahahas .

18. Do you give in easily when fighting?
no ! i`ll fight till the very end .

19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
yupp .

20. Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up?
ya . =(

21. Have you ever broken a heart?
yes . sigh . .

22. If one day your best friend fell in love with the boy you are deeply in love with ,what would you do?
i`ll fuck her upside down . ROARR !!

23. Are you missing someone right now?

YES !

- i`m glad to have you in my life . - =)

2007-08-10T23:40:00.000+08:00

weet `~ Just reached home not long ago . went to meet Xuan & Gladys at around 11.40a.m then Jun Hao came . so walked around Jp awhile then xuan went 7-11 to kop sweets . lols . after that , headed to control station and Jason then came and that bodoh Dan Ying & Shi En still haven . so all of us headed to Long John Silver[Dog , its LJ . hahas] to eat first . shared with xuan and we kept crapping away at there . hahas . Dan Ying & Shi En then came . After our breakfast come lunch , went to the arcade . Xuan and Shi En para-ed while i just stood aside as i came that one and i`m having stomach cramp . pain till i cant even stand . so gotta squat down and tolerate . =( After the Arcade , took the mrt to Plaza Sing . Xuan then left upon reaching there as she went to met her friends . ass ! =/ so all of us went to buy 881 movie ticket first and after that , walked around . Wei Jie & An An then came . After that , went to the Arcade again . then headed to the cinema . movie was super hilarious . enjoyed myself . that Dan Ying uh . kept laughing alright ! and the worse thing is the scene is showing the girl crying as she's dying soon . =.= throughout the whole movie , Dan Ying and i kept laughing as i said the kueh like nipple . LOL !` &&techno cat . hahahahahhas !`

After the movie , Wei Jie & An An left then chiong-ed to the washroom . one fucking aunty went to cut my queue and even gave me a gong face ! tmd ! si bei du lan lors . when i wanna gan her that time she went into the cubicle already . niao niao `~ After doing my business , starting to cam-whore then Dan Ying said " you very like to take picture in the toilet hor . next time be cleaner lah " LOL ! kuku her `~ super hilarious alright . made the both of us laughed like hell . After the movie , all of us headed to Esplanade ! but then , had a hard time finding Citylink . T.T reached Esplanade , we started our ki-siao-ness already . hahas ! sang lots of songs and kept shouting " 881 yo ar yo . 881 yo arh yo . 881 yo ar yo . HUAT ARH ! " hahahhas . a Taiwanese boy then came to talk to us . super handsome alright . hahas . took lots of pictures at there . really enjoyed myself . but it would be better if that dog of mine was there . [Dog , touch not ? i got think of you de wors . ] the merlion kept spraying water at us can . hahas . after that , while we were sitting down . dunno who said there's fireworks so all of them went running towards it like one bloody fool can ! i was behind laughing while walking . lols . really is super stupid uh them . =x

After all the fun-ness , all of us headed to Raffles there to have our dinner . then something stupid happened okay ! bloody tray . made me walked ONE BIG ROUND just to put it on the table . ROARR !! again , had lots of laughter while eating . especially when we were talking bout somebody's girlfriend . hahas . made me laughed like mad cow alright . after all the fun-ness , left the foodcourt and took the Mrt back to Boon Lay . throughout the journey , took LOTS of pictures and made lots of noise . hahas . really had lots of fun ! Dan Ying then said it would be more fun with that Dog of mine & xuan there then i was at there " YA YA YA ! " hahahas . really miss that Dog of mine alot alright . ROARR !!` haha .

Yesterday's photos :

hahahas

=)

with that Dog of mine . =))

Today's photos :

BODOH ! =p

This super disgusting food which JAson love eating . =.=

Lao Po & me .

techno cat & me .

Jason & me

An An

bodoh Darling XD

This cloud which looked like a lion . ^^

[Jun Hao , Shi En , Jolynn , Dan Ying , Gladys]

The Boys [Jun Hao & Jason]

Durian

Shi En & me

All of us . [Shi En , Gladys , Jolynn , Dan Ying , Jason , Jun Hao]

The Girls

Lion & me

ROAR like a lion . ROARRRR !!

my bodoh darling & me . =D

=DD [Shi En , Dan Ying , Jolynn & Gladys]

wanna jump uh ? hahas .

Star & Viceroy Menthol Light . =D

our food . ^^

Gladys & me

Gladys .

my 369 bag . LOL !`

- & i miss you . - =)

2007-08-09T20:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 42ND BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE ! =D

alright , i have got a new dog ! super happy ! =D wanna see what breed is my dog ? scroll down . =D

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TADA ! ! ! !

STUPID NEO ZHAO MING ! [that ITS(not his) name]

Dog - Stupid Zhao Ming
Kitten - Zi Xuan Lao Po
Cat - Bodoh Dan Ying

wahahahahas . so yesterday , was talking on the phone with that dog of mine till almost 3.00a.m ! lols . and this kuku dog kept calling me JIANG JUN ! super what okay ! ROARRR ! bully me . chat on msn with Dog , Cat & Kitten & Kitten was making us laughed like mad okay ! both Dog & i were laughing like mad cow over the phone . lols . so , woke up at 9.40a.m today to wake that lazy Dog of mine . that Dog uh super lazy can !` called so many time but he didn answer his phone . so i msg-ed Kitten & Cat to help me bomb his phone while i go and have my bath . After my bath , Kitten sms-ed me telling me that that Dog of mine woke up already . finally okay ! lazy Dog ! ! chatted on the msn with them and that Dog of mine kept bullying me . ROARR ! so all of us left home already while that Cat was still having her bath . kuku her `~

Met Kitten & Jason first before we went to fetch that Dog of mine but then we didn see till him . so i was looking around and i spotted that Dog of mine ! =DD the 4 of us then walked around Jp first while waiting for that bodoh Cat . went to the Oasis room there to sit and that Dog of mine kept bullying me alright ! kept making my hair and hitting my hand . made me gotta run away from him . lols . so i went to the other side to sit so that Kitten is between that dog of mine and me . ^^ After fooling around , Cat finally came and she got tricked by me and Dog . we bluffed her that the place that she sat there's someone who spitted saliva & she immediately jumped out from the sit . LOL !` went to 7-11 as they wanna buy Cig but then cant . so all of them went to my house first . Dog then played with Corgi[also my dog] and Kitten kept being bitten by Corgi . hahas . After that , left and the Cig was bought ! Kitten then went to one shop to kop lighter . ^^ After that , went to the stairway there to smoke . but i didn , of cause . =)) watched them smoke and that Dog kept spitting saliva . same goes to Kitten & Cat . dirty ! !

After finishing smoking , that Dog of mine shoot the cig away but it hit till the railing and some of the bud dropped on my leg and it was so hot and painful . ROARR !` left the place and headed to the Mrt station . Dog then followed behind me while Kitten followed behind Cat as the queue was super long so they didn buy standard ticket . hahas . that Jason was super buay steady okay ! he went home ! 4 of us then headed to Marina Bay . chatting along the way and while i was sleeping , Dog kept making me . ROARRR ! he said " when there's me . you can never get to sleep " ! ! ! Kitten & Cat both were super kuku . kept squeezing to my side asking Dog to sit nearer to me so Dog moved and there's already no more place to move but both the Cat & Kitten kept asking Dog to move nearer . =.= reached the place , all of us then walked and we were "lost" . hahas . took out my fan to blow and Dog wanted it so lend him and in the end , he refused to return it to me so the both of us were snatching from each other till super funny can !` lols . Dog then went to talked to those ah neh & tourist till super funny . hahas . after that , we cabb-ed to MArina Square .

walked around then went to the Arcade then walked around then slacked outside the mall & walked around again and finally , cabbed to Bugis . lols . Dog then ate all my sweets as he wanted the box to keep his cig . hahas . reached Bugis , went to 7-11 as Cat wanna buy sweet . bought Green Tea and shared with Dog . After that , 3 of them went to smoke so Cat said to me " you see us smoke you wont like wanna smoke meh ? " so i went " DAN YING ! I WANNA SMOKE ! GIVE ME GIVE ME " then Dog was at there laughing and both of us said " like so despo like that " hahas . After that , Kitten went to meet her friend while the 3 of us took the Mrt . Cat then alighted at Cityhall ? so left with Dog and i . Dog was then being bullied by me this time . while he's sleeping , i went to put the speaker right at his ear and on the music . lols . then whenever he closed his eyes , i would beat him . hahas . 2 of us then kept fooling around . =DD After all the fooling around and chatting , it was time to alight . hahas . went to accompany Dog to wait for bus as he's going to Peanut[Peneng] with his family . ^^

before Dog left , Dog told me he`ll miss me and he says he want to go out with me tomorrow . hahaha . this dog of mine really have heart huh ? hahas .

alright , i miss that dog of mine , badly !`

[photos in Kitten's phone . will upload it one i received it . ^^]

with that Dog of mine . =))

- be my fantasy , boy -

2007-08-08T16:18:00.000+08:00

Tuesday , 7th August

let me recall what happened . .

oh ya ! recess time , was drinking my F&N Orange when Darling was telling us how sucky the taste of her Peach Mint water was . so i took a sip and was like my gosh `~ lols . so after drinking finish my water , darling went to buy too . so i took the mint water & mixed with F&N orange and i drank and the taste was super yucky & funny!` so Darling , AiAi and Xiao Ting too drank and after that , i mixed milo & green tea into the cup too and i was the first of to drank it and the taste was so so so so yucky ! so Darling & AiAi tried too and they almost spit out . lols . so i took the cup of "nicely" mixed of all sorts of water to Jia Wei asking him to drink but that kuku head just refuses !` ROARRR !` so he asked me to drink first before he drink so in order to let him drink it , i drank the water unwillingly but i still gotta act that the water is nice . T.T so , i asked Jonathan to drink . and after must persuading , he took the cup of water and i thought he would just took a small sip but i didn expect him to gulp down the whole cup of water ! LOL ! made all of us laughed like mad cow can !` immediately , he gave those funny expression and ran to the sink to spit out all the water and asked " EEE ! WHAT IS THAT ?! " so i said " that uh? got F&N orange , peach mint , milo & green tea " lols !` 笑死我了okay !` really is joke of the day .

so , was like saying if he`ll lao sai anot after drinking the water not . lols . then Zhao Ming ki siao already . kept saying he's president & many other things. lols . make me laughed like mad cow uh . so , slept during English lesson as i did finish my test already and as for the rest of the period , i didn sleep at all . good girl uh ? =/ Home-Econ , got zero again . bwg `~ second time getting zero cause of my nails &amp;amp;amp;amp; hair ! very du lan okay !` went over to Alfian there and played with him , together with Darling & AiAi . very fun !` Alfian & i were super bad as we threw food out of the window . hahahas !` during Science lesson , kept talking & laughing with Darling , AiAi & Alfian . super funny uh . After school , stayed back for the rehersal then i fell down while climbing up the stairs . LOL !` very stupid okay ! ROARRRRR !` then Lee Qi was super funny . she wanted to say " no need wear GB uniform hor " but ended saying " no need to wear anything hor " hahahahs !` super hilarious uh ! after rehersal , went home then bathed and went to the hospital to visit my brother . super bored uh `~ my bro sleeping . nothing to do . T.T

Wednesday , 8th August

went to school at 6.20a.m today . T.T met Lee Qi then went to change . before that , was feeling alright . but after that , while we were forming up , ready to march out , i was super nervous till i wanna pee so said " i wanna pee sia ! very urgent " lols . then everyone went laughing . before that , Mr Cart came and said " Lee Qi . wear Gb uniform cannot play play pok pok arh " LOL ! super hilarious , bodoh !` made us laughed till stomach pain . lols . so , while the drum was playing , marched out and was super super embarrassed & nervous . while marching past the sec 1s , kept hearing people shouting " JOLYNN ! " or saying " eh . JOLYNN leh ! " =.= thank goodness , weather was super good . message was short too . ^^ then slacked in the GB room after that . had lots of fun . ^^ changed back to my uniform and went back to class at 9.55a.m when we will all be dismissed at 10.00a.m . lols !` did that on purpose as were were supposed to go back to class after the meal but we[gb girls] went to slack in the gb room . ^^ when i stepped into the class, everyone went " Jolynn seh ! Jolynn " . lols . then all of them started saying i marched till super nice then still gave me 2 thumbs up . hahas . Thank You guys lar ! hahas .

After school , went to Bugis with AiAi . Darling cant join us . then saw one guy super funny in the Mrt . made the two of us kept laughing . that guy was smiling while sleeping . lols . had our lunch first then we talked bout lots of things . mostly bout someone . while talking , both of us were like very angry . hahas . so kept talking and talking and AiAi was super angry bout something which that someone did . but then , we also cant do anything . then i didn know Darling hate that someone too . hahas . 3 of us so coincident uh . =D walked around Bugis and its bored . Bugis should update their stocks lah !` lols . bought a bag and a box . need to bluff money from mummy already as i`m going out tomorrow with Lao Po and also to ton and Friday with SiaoGang . ^^ but then dunno lao bu let me go out not . hope she does uh . =D

ahhhh ! i`m so dead . i got 0 marks for my MAths Test . ROARRRRR ! ! ! !

& saw Emily mei ! HAPPY !`

- i dont want anything , but just YOU -

2007-08-06T14:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night , around 3.30a.m , was sleeping when i heard my second brother shouting " EH EH EH " then followed by a loud bang & sound of glass being broken . so i woke up awhile and stared blankly at the space then i went back to sleep . After awhile , i woke up and went outside and saw my elder brother sitting on the floor with shattered glass all around him . what the hell uh . was super shocked to see this . then my 2nd brother said my brother fainted . T.T gosh `~ so after awhile , i went back to sleep again . then just now when i reached home , my second brother said i`m heartless . my mother said i`m useless then my elder brother said i`m heartless too as while my brother fainted , i only came out to see what happeed then i went back to sleep . lols .

so , met Faris early in th morning and fooled around with him . ^^ school was super boring today . Maths was exceptionally boring alright `~ zzZzzz . bth `~ but then , i didn sleep . =D sang songs to make myself stay awake . History was super angry !` Mr Jana asked me to sit with that asshole fellow . before that , he walked to my table there and looked at what i have put on my table then he kept looking and looking and then he looked at me . hope he wont talk to me again . =.= so , i was quietly writing down those answers [mind you , that bastard didn even contribute when it was supposed to be a group work] when he was beside saying things like if i wrote wrongly and what i`m writing and why the way i hold my pen is so funny . wah kao ! si bei du lan one okay !` and he think he owns the whole table . kept shaking them and putting his idiot thing all over the place . lao chee bye !` make me so du lan . kept diao-ing him and rolled my eyes . and while we were discussing , he kept saying stupid things and please , dont he know that his voice is like a chicken ? or can i say its worse ? ta ma de okay !` made me so kan bei du lan !

alright , enough of that fucking lao chee bye asshole . Science lesson , was paying attentively for the first 10 minutes but after that , was super tired and bored so i went to sleep . =/ [sorry that i slept when i had promised you that i will not . will TRY not to sleep tomorrow de . ^^] Alfian was super kuku . kept disturbing me . ROARRRR ! then he even went to bluffed me by saying excitedly " JOLYNN ! go home already ! " but then i was smart enough to not get bluffed by him . ^^ so continued sleeping even though Mrs Seah asked me to wake up but i just lifted up my head and said " orh orh orh " then went back to sleep . lols . After sleeping for about 1 period , it was dismissal time ! WEET `~ happy happy !` chionged home immediately as i was super exhausted . xD

ahhhhhh `~ so super unfair ! wednesday those people who are not invloved in the parade can come to school by 7.45a.m . where can like that one . kuku `~ never mind . after the marching , i`ll change back into my uniform and i`ll skip the celebation and slack at one side `~ =p & & i MUST get my hair cut by this week & also to pierce two holes on each ear . by hook by crook !` =D i feel like piercing my nose too but i`m afriad of the pain . lols .

Tuesday - Final Rehersal for NDP . 3p.m-5.p.m T.T
Wednesday - Bugis shopping with Darling & AiAi
Thursday - out with Darling & AiAi
Friday - out with Siao Gang ? lols . not sure `~
Saturday - GB outing from 1.00p.m - 5.00p.m .

woah !` will be going out almost everyday . & & i need lots of lots of money `~ gonna go bluff money from mummy already . kekex `~

- you'r the reason for my smiles and laughters -

2007-08-05T19:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI JIE !` may all your dreams come true uh ? xD

oh gosh `~ i`m so bored . =/ i wanna go shopping but i dont wanna waste money . lols . alright , i dunno what the hell i`m trying to imply . T.T ignore me `~ so , went to this Japanese Restaurant [correct spelling ? =x] yesterday to celebrate mummy's birthday . but was feeling super super low as before that , while i was at home about to have a bath , i broke down suddenly . what the hell uh ? after the dinner , headed back home and went to light up the ice-cream cake secretly and bought it to the room to give mummy a surpise [ but i doubt she's surprised at all] lols . after that , blahs blahs blahs . lols . alright , i didn expect dad to be so thoughtful to go to Swensen to buy cake for mummy as. . . . . . . oh well , close friends should know the problem uh ? =) dad flew to china today and will only be back on Sunday . i hope he`ll get me something . hees .

alright , mummy didn wanna give me money to cut my hair . and on the other hand , i dont wanna use my own money . i wanna use it for shopping . =/ & & mummy cut my allowance by $20 . what the fucking hell man `~ no money = can jolly well bang the wall and go die . sheesh `~ if mummy really dont wanna give me money , i`ll just have to sarcrifices my own money to cut my hair . =( ahhhh `~ can money just drop from sky , just once ?

I WANT

1) WHITE BEAR WATCH FROM CITYCHAIN & HELLO KITTY WATCH
2) PINK NINTENDO DS LITE/PSP
3) LOTS OF HELLO KITTY GRAPE FLAVOURED SWEET
4) NICE SMALL SLING BAG
5) NICE SLIPPERS
6) CLOTHES & BOTTOMS
7) PIERCE 4-7 MORE HOLES ON EACH EAR
8) GO MALAYSIA FOR SHOPPING
9) CUT MY HAIR
10) REBOND MY HAIR

I MUST/MUST NOT

1) SLEEP SO MUCH IN CLASS
2) DO MY HOMEWORK MYSELF BUT NOT COPYING FROM MY FRIENDS OR DO MY HOMEWORK LAST MINUTE WHILE IN SCHOOL
3) STUDY HARD
4) NOT TO FAIL ANY TEST
5) CRY

though all 1-5 sounds so impossble to do for me , but i`ll just gotta try my best . haas . weet `~

machiam praying like that . lols .

don't ask my why its Chicken Little as i dunnno either . =/

this very very nice grape flavoured sweet bought from Toy R Us . =D

oh well , shall stop all my nonsense and craps . off to do some work .

bye idiots ! =D

- somehow , you still remains in my heart -

2007-08-04T14:42:00.000+08:00

Friday , 3rd August

as usual , slept during lesson time . =/ i`m so dead . have been sleeping for the past two weeks and if i continue like this , i`m sure gonna score a shitty results for my End Of Year . i already failed lots of test that will be counted into my SA marks and i can't afford failing anymore . my gosh !` i dont want to drop to the NA stream . =( English lesson , Miss Goh said that the indian girl got suspended from school so i was thinking " wah sai ! so eh sai one uhh . never do homework tio suspend " but then , i was wrong . Miss Goh said that its because her head lices still there so until her head lices clear , she then can return to school . wa piang !` disgusting siol !` got head lices still wanna come to school . later spread to the class .

played badminton during P.E lesson . FUN !` played against Darling Per Li and it was so so so hilarious . i was serving the shuttle when it flew up to another floor . made the two of us laughed like mad cow . lols . Maths lesson was uberly fun . was all the way singing songs and didn listen to what Miss Wang was saying . sang Everytime we touch , stay with me , the day you went away , truly madly deeply , going crazy , never let you go , never be replace and lastly , POWERPUFF GIRL !` sang powerpuff girl till super loud with Farwizah and lots of people heard us . lols . then Siao Lian eh turned around and said loudly " SIA LAH ! " lols . then Alfian kept laughing . lols . so after singing all the songs , its was dismissal time ! how times fly `~ wahahas . didn even listen to a single bit of what Miss Wang was teaching . =/

went to Gek Poh after school with Darling , Ling aiai & Ting . while Darling and i were infront of the entrance about to walk in , Zhao Ming and 3 girls walked out and at first i didn see till Zhao Ming until he asked me " ehh , go where ? " so i was like " gek poh lah , obviously " lols . after that , he went " eh eh eh " so turned my head to look at him and he went laughing away while pointing middle finger at me and said " fuck you " =.= kuku him `~ walked around Gek Poh and its so boring . =/ headed back to school but i didn went in as i didn go for my drill practice . didn mean to pon it but then i already asked if there is drill and Lih Lin said no so i went to meet people already . but then , lots of things happened during the drill practice . =/ hope everything is fine . went home to put my things and all then headed to Jurong Point to meet Evangeline and Yang .

went to have our lunch then walked around then to the library and then to her house . lols . Evangeline then told me that she saw Zhao Ming on the bus in the morning as they were on the same bus . then she said that she didn expect Zhao Ming to be SO tall . lols . after that she said " Yang , Zhao Ming also taller then you lor " LOL !` was laughing madly after hearing this . Yang must be feeling really miserable . *laughs* after that , fooled around in her house . then slept awhile and used the com . went home at around 11.00p.m+ . ^^

Saturday , 4th August

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY !`

Mummy left to malaysia for shopping without me . all thanks to the kuku rehersal . !!!!! Full dress rehersal today . was feeling quite rusty as i didn do drilling for a couple of days already . lols . then after that one of the sir say that people who are black are call ah neh . so one of the BB boy said " then your pants black so you wearing ah neh pants lahs " so the sir said " then your hair is black then you got ah neh hair arh ? aiyo . use your brain lah " LOL !` made me laughed like hell . whole rehersal ended at around 2.00p.m . and GB , BB & NPCC got praised by Subra !` wa sai !` happy siol . hahas . he said our marching and all is very good . very neat . the hands and leg all swing and move at the same time . ^^

& & I WANNA CUT MY HAIR !!!!!! though i already cut it two weeks ago back i wanna cut again . i`m a sot sot teh ! shall go cut today/tomorrow after i take money from mummy . ^^

oh well , shall end here . off to bath & sleep . =D

bye idiots ! =D

- you'r the sweetest thing i have ever seen , boy -

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LOL

2007-08-02T17:05:00.000+08:00

I would hold you in my arms , I would take the pain away, thank you for all you've done , forgive all my mistakes . There's nothing I wouldn't do , to hear your voice again or to have this one more chance to look into your eyes and see you looking back . Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there .

weet `~ Just came back from meeting Alfian . ^^

1st August , Wednesday

was a frigging tiring day for me . i slept at 1.00a.m+ the previous day and woke up at around 5.00a.m+ . =.= all thanks to my homework and project . Went to school feeling real shagg so all i did was to sleep and sleep and sleep . ^^ Thank goodness no teacher caught me sleeping . weet ~ After school , went for 20 minutes break before proceeding to the Ava room for the dunno what talk . To be frank , it was fun & hilarious !` the coaches are so handsome and pretty . weet `~ than grouped with Nana , Syabil , Chester & Aisyah . Had loads of fun !` especially during the presentation part . Nana & i were laughing hysterically at some other people as they were really hilarious !` then while we were preparing , Nana and i were snapping photos away then coach Ernest saw and he was at there laughing madly . lols . Sat infront of Alfian & Imran and both of them kept disturbing me . baddie `~ but nevertheless , had tons of fun with them . ^^ was dismissed at 6.30p.m and immediately , rushed home as i was feeling real exhausted . lols `~

reached home , bath & BOMB ; SLEEP !` and sorry to those people who talked to me in msn and there's no reply as i was happily sleeping . *laughs*

2nd August , Thursday

woke up at 5.00a.m+ , intended to complete my homework but , upon switching on the laptop , i began surfing other websites and neglected my homeworks which is only right beside me . *laughs* then saw lots of people who talked to me on msn the previous night . checked my handphone and was bomb with lots of smses . then i saw the sms from Alfian and i was at there panicking . oh my gosh !` so immediately replied him . After that , went to have a bath and was feeling damn good as the water was super super super hot . so i was inside "suana-ing" . lols . then mum was outside yakking away as she claims that she wants to have her bath as she's gonna be late for work . lols `~

went to school and was waiting for Alfian to come . when he reached , immediately apologised to him !` was so so so guilty . Alfian said its alright then both of us began chatting away . ^^ After that , lessons as per normal . sleep , slept , sleeping . *laughs* i realized i have been sleeping in class ever since . . . . . . . . . . . blahs blahs blahs . Maths lesson , luckily Alfian was not being reprimanded . phew `~ but luckily , i already complete the project and Alfian can pass them up by today . ^^ Mother Tongue lesson , went up to the forth floor and on the way there , saw Jun Hao who was going back to his class from Mother Tongue . lols . went up to the forth floor with Per Li & Ling as Miss Neo didn come so the 3 of us were like fooling away , walking around that level . went to find Miss Liu and we were like asking if we could go to her class , but she said there's no more space . ROARR !` so the three of us continued walking around the forth floor for awhile before we went back to the 2nd floor to complete our composition . [while on the forth floor , saw something . haiix . was feeling so sad . mood totally changed]

Recess time , was slacking in the classroom with Per Li , Ling , Ting & Alfian !` super funny and fun . both Alfian and i were standing beside each other doing our homework than after some time , i said " eh , why we so funny arh ? got chair behind us we dont want to sit " then immediately , both of us burst out laghing . lols . After that , went out of the class and all of us continued slacking , chatting & fooling away `~ =D went up to the hall and as i was walking , somebody tapped my right shoulder so i turned ONE WHOLE ROUND as Alfian was standing on the left while he tapped my right shoulder . wth !` then while i was turing one round , Alfian was at there laughing like one mad cow . ROARRRRR !` made me so embarrassed . but then , i somehow got my revenge as while i was chasing Alfian , Lina went to trip him and he fell down . *laugh* it was seriously hilarious `~ sat behind him and i kept making his back . lols . while walking back to class from recess , was talking and fooling around with Per Li when somebody shouted my name so i looked up and saw Zhao Ming laughing away while pointing middle finger at me . =.= so pointed back to him and after that shouted " BYE BYE " to him . *laughs*

History lesson was bored `~ =/ Mr Jana now still thought that **'s ** ********* . After school , went for History test with Sophia & peeps . left one question blank . =/ did that the same for Science earlier on , but it was worst . i left a 5 marks question completely blank . After that test , headed home straight . [i`m such a good girl] . *laughs* hur hur , i cant wait for tomorrow's arrival . waiting in anticipation . i`m a sot sot teh !` =p

- you don't know how much i yearn for your presence -
& i`m just so damn jealous . -sigh- are you , or are you not ?

2007-07-31T18:12:00.000+08:00

Some days I feel so broke inside but I won't admit . Sometimes I just wanna hide because it's you I miss . And it's so hard to say goodbye , when it comes to this .

You don't know how broken I am inside .
You don't know how much I yearn for your presence .
You don't know how tiring it is to appear unaffected in front of you .
You don't know how taxing it is to laugh .
You don't know why as much as I want to call you , I stop myself .
You don't know how it feels when there's no answer .
You don't know how much it hurts .

I think, You don't even know
I Love You .I think ,
I feel more like this .
Or do you not give a ~~Fuck~~ ?

30th July , Monday

forgotten what really happened . Just remember that i kept sleeping . i spent 3/4 of the time in school sleeping . weet `~ Mr Jana came in during History lesson and showed us lots of handphones that he had confiscated from pupils . Then he said that he wanna conduct a spot check on us and immediately my heart went pop pop pop . was so afraid . so i quickly took my handphone out from my bag and hid it at te back door there . lols . luckily it was not being found . weet `~ Alfian was funny ! xD never fails to bring laughter and joy to me . ^^

31st July , Tuesday

Alfian was super good to help me carry my science textbook , story book , science activity book and pencil case back to the class . wahhas . and both of us kept fooling around . kept commanding each other to do drill . funny like hell ! weet `~ slept during Science lesson . Then Mrs Seah asked me to answer the question so i said " dunno " and everyone went laughing . duh !` sot sot teh . then kuku siao lian eh said i`m stupid . =.= had test during Literature period and i forgotten to bring my book ! so i gotta depend on my memory . hope i`m able to score well . After the test , went to sleep . =/ recess time , slacked around in the classroom and i went to kidnap darling's bag . wahahs . simply love her bag !` both Ling & me decided to buy that bag so that the 3 of us have got the same bag . xD while i was walking around , that kuku Chester went to pull my hair , so i went to chase him all the way from the classroom till the canteen . =.= bodoh siol `~ after that , held hand with darling while walking to the canteen and one teacher saw and said " wah , so sweet arh . hold hand then swing swing swing " lols . CE lesson was bored `~ so slept all the way . but woke up a few times to give ideas to darling and peeps . ^^ while Miss Chua was talking , i was playing with my fan than i accidentally made finger touched till the fan so i went screaming " ahhhhhhh " lols . than Alfian , Imran , Siao Lian eh , etc etc all went laughing at me . lols . super funny siol .

Home Econ was BORED `~ Mother Tongue lesson , got back my test paper . failed them . Miss Neo was kind enough to add 2 marks for me to make me pass .. dont really feel disappointed at all as i didn even bother to study for the test . haas `~ so while Miss Neo was going through the paper , i was sleeping . hehes . English lesson , voted Alfian as Vice-Chair person . hahas . Then Alfian and all voted for me too . =.= As i kept making lots of noise , Siao Lian Eh said to Imran that i got mad cow disease . lols . After school , while was about to board the bus , one uncle went to push me . wth !` made me so pissed off and i shouted some vulgarities at him . then the bus driver was also one kuku head . shan't go into detailed . met Evangeline at Jurong Point for lunch at Pizza Hut and SOMETHING super duper embarrassing happened !` gosh !` made me so embarrassed . was laughing like one mad cow while i was there . lols . [P.S : you cannot tell anyone bout this matter hor . lols . ] After that , walked around Jurong Point and headed home around 4.00p.m+ . ^^

Alright , shall end here . off to complete my piles and piles of homework . T.T

[will upload photos soon & THANKS EVANGELINE FOR TREATING ME ! weet `~ LOVE YOU x 1000000000000 xD]

to him ,

Take care of yourself yea ? drink lots of lots of water and rest well . wish you will recover soon . =)

- 好想和你一起度过每一天。-